My life-long depression and anxiety have made it difficult to prepare ahead when I am trying to eat better. I'll fail to eat breakfast and pack a lunch, then I feel unprepared to make dinner and eat a TON of convenience foods in the evening.
I want to cook foods ahead of time, maybe a weekly batch of steamed veggies, brown rice, beans, etc. Then I would like to pack snacks and three meals about two days ahead of time. That way, if I have a day when I feel paralyzed by anxiety, I already have a day's worth of food portioned out.
I entered college 8 years ago at 120 pounds, not underweight but in the lower end of the normal range. I still had a bad relationship with food. There was never food at my home growing up and I had developed anorexia my senior year of high school. Since high school, I have gained about 10 lbs per year for the last 8 years.
My depression is worse when I don't have routines, but I'm not always self-motivated. I think that a food prep and storage routine would help me for the downer days when I can't think straight. Does anyone have any advice as to how to create a plan to prepare food ahead of time, in a simple and non-intimidating way, that will help me get through the bad days in the week?

