Good morning.
Today is – meh.
My bunny died last night, which is very sad

. He’s been lethargic the past couple of days, which we thought it was b/c of how hot it’s been. We’ve left the AC on for him all day the past day or two. Apparently that wasn’t it, and in hind sight I should have taken him to the vet. We only had him for about 3 years, which isn’t long for a bunny. We had my other bunny for 12 years (different breed, but still – big difference). It makes me think that I did something very wrong, and I feel horrible. Rationally I know it wasn’t my fault and that I didn’t do anything “wrong” – but… meh

. I mean I had another rabbit for 12 years, and I’ve had one cat for 5 and another for 4. Both my cats are spoiled and totally healthy. So my guilt is not rational, but I still can’t shake it. I think my husband thinks I’m crazy. Maybe I am crazy. Ha – I was also convinced last night that he wasn’t really dead, he was just sleeping – so I was really freaked out after we buried him because I was convinced we buried him alive.
Guilt is a funny thing. I don’t like it. At all.

to all.