Good morning everyone!
Hope everyone is feeling better today. Its a new one.

Nothing going on here today. Hubby took DdA to work this morning and he should be getting his truck back out of the shop to carry on out of town. (He should be home tomorrow) So I just have to take the two other girls to school to pick up their report cards and pick DdA up. Oh and do other sundry errands like make a mortgage payment, buy dog food etc, etc. Oh wow the sun is trying to come out! It was raining so this is nice! We are heading into a long weekend. Not sure what we will do. They are calling for nice weather so maybe we can get something done outside. They have a bunch of things planned at the park in town, but we aren't crowd type people.

Well I better go, I really should get something done today.

Take care everyone and have a great day!
K

:wave:I hope everyone is doing well...felling awful right now cause I made breakfast since dh was home and of course at one too many pancakes plus I normally never eat until after 12...so my stomach is not even used to have food in there let alone too much food....feel like barfin...
:barf:
SASSYYYYYY WHERE ARE YOU?????:spin: I AM MISSIN YOU!!
ttyl.....

Thank you all for your kind words. I will try to keep posting.

Heather.

Woke up this morning very sore and tired. Class was a blast, but I'm pooped. I did a quick clean-up of my kitchen (not a full clean up, just a few minutes putting things in groups) I use my counters as a dumping ground way too often!

I had really strange and turbulent dreams last night. In one, I was obviously at my own wedding, and having a fight of sorts with my sister, and then she told me my uncle had died the day before and I was sooooo mad at her. I have no idea what it means, unless it has something to do with me preparing myself to be more out of touch with my family after I move. Any thoughts?

Anywho, not much going on here today. I'm REALLY looking forward to tomorrow - it will be my first day of the week that isn't scheduled from morning til night. Well, other than I'll be doing drywall. But still... at least I'll be at home.

:grouphug: everyone! I hope everyone is having a beautiful day!

Everyone must be busy today...not many posts....I did not eat well at all today...i cant even say I tried...why i dont know. I went to the store today and I seen a few big woman and i instantly think wonder if they get on the 3 chics site...lol...wondering like if i have talked to them or not...lol...Then I am like I should tell them about it but then I am like maybe they will get offended so i say nothing and keep walking...LOL..
Nothing great to report...feeling kinda down for reasons I dont want to discuss...so oh well...
hope you guys are all doing good..talk to you tomorrow!! nite:wave:

Hi ladies,

I spent most of the day with a friend of mine who is pregnant and due in August. We sorted through some old stuff that needed to be thrown out and separated some of her new baby clothes.

I was fighting exhaustion all day and took a small nap when I got home. I hate having no energy. It's like I'm 80 years old. I still don't have a start date on the job yet. They were waiting to hear back from my drug test and then set a time for me to go through orientation. I wish I knew something since next week is July 4th. I thought about trying to go and visit my mom one more time as a free woman ;), before somebody else is dictating my life again.

Kayaking sounds like fun Amarie. How cool. I've always wanted to try it. It's awesome that you had the guts to try something new.

Momof4, I didn't eat well today either. No big surprise I guess to anyone here. Tomorrow's another day though.

Buddly, glad you reminded me. I HAVE to get my bills done and out tomorrow or they'll be late.

Heather, any luck on the job market?

Better get to bed. TTYT

Well, I didn't eat so well today either. We had a bday in the office so I had a bagel with cream cheese and cake and that was breakfast... I also didn't drink near enough water (no surprise there). Tired and agitated tonight, for no accountable reason. I just feel like I could use a nap all the time these days, and when I do take a nap, I end up really dragging afterward. Ugh.

Anyway, tomorrow is Friday - hooray!!!!

Gonna go to sleep now :)

Here I am!!! The LOST Member!!! lol.
 

Morning :wave:

I got up and went out for a pathetic run this morning -my knee is still giving me trouble, and these rare and sporadic attempts at running aren't really helping!

I am getting my eating back on track though, so I am losing again. No doubt, after the trauma that is coming next weekend with husband moving out, I will be able to focus more on diet and exercise. I feel in limbo right now, as you might imagine.

I'm sorry not to have anything of any interest to post... that's bound to change. ;)

Hope you are all having a lovely day!!

Heather :D

Morning all I am still waking up....I still feel a little groggy. I am probably going to visit my uncle (also my bio father). I havent seen him since he was in the hospital months ago so I need to load the kids up and go see him. I only dread it because maddie (11mo) wants to crawl and do her own thing well He is paralyzed and so there are chords and stuff everywhere. I planned on going over and cleaning at some point to cause the people that take care of him are pretty much slobs and dont care. Like yeah when you walk in my house you'll find it a little out of order mostly because i have kids but that place is just ughhh....they all smoke and you can find ashes on about everything!! i forget what else i was gonna say had to change a poopy diaper..YAHH

hopefully i can do well eating and get more excercise in...we have stuff going on tonight so i have to do it earlier..I need to get going over there so I can get them back for lunch and nap time!!

Its good to see you back sassy you could warn us next time!!!

Morning all! I am feeling pretty good today :D I had my body-fat diagnostic this morning, and I'm down to 28%!!!!! For me, that seems major!!! I don't really know that I've ever spent much time in the 20s in my life. So anyway, my angst about the slowing scale and my less-wise eating choices somehow seems less important, and I feel energized to tackle my plan fully committed again!

Heather - wtg on getting out for the run, I'm sorry it didn't feel good. You know, the very fact that you see the trauma coming and understand what it will mean for you may help you circumvent the worst of it. Its gonna hurt and suck, no doubt. Just try to treat yourself like you would treat a friend going through the same thing - with compassion and gentleness. :hug: and know that we are all there for you in spirit and online!!!

Mof4 - yah, I can see how poopy diapers could make you lose track... icky. Aw well, they may be little poo-factories but they are precious anyway!

Sassy!!!! So glad to see you :hug: glad you are doing so well. You're positive attitude is wonderful and infectious - thanks!

Hopey - that is really nice of you to help your friend clean up her stuff :hug: This weekend I am going to focus on finishing the drywall stuff, and the outside stuff (like mow lawn, weed, etc.) so I doubt I'll get to do much cleaning and organizing. Ah well. Oh, and I think getting your new job counts as trying something new - I hope it is fun!

Buddly - :hug: how are ddsA-C doing? :lol: I always love the way you describe there adventures! Did dh make it home ok?

Its gonna be hot hot hot!!!! here this weekend. Wooh - wish I had AC!

:grouphug: everyone! Loves yas!

just touching base...doing pretty good I gotta go sort some clothes given to me for my 2yr old! Trying to get the kids to nap wishing i could do the same but oh well!!

Where has francie been??
Ok talk to you guys lata!

Hellooo Chickies!!!
 

Good Morning Everybody!!! :carrot:

C'mon everybody do the happy dance with me!!! Okay, sorry I just had my :coffee: feeling pretty good! Even with TOM in town...amazing... Okay, updates on the "sugar experiment" still doing great... I did have a little snag last night...after my dinner I tried one of those Skinny Cow dipper ice cream bars...ummm yeah...not so good for me... Don't get me wrong! It tasted great! (If you are not sugar sensitive I highly recommend them!) But I felt the "rush" immediately and then about 30 mins later I felt, tearful, isolated, and combative...(not my favorite way to feel...) I felt somewhat better after I went and meditated but I definitely want to find myself a new treat...even if it had nothing to do with it why bother there is always something else to try... Listening to my body...what a concept!!!!! :D

We had a tiny scare thinking that we may have been exposed to TB and had to be tested...(most worried about DH since he is on Chemo) He just called saying his test was neg so I fully expect ours to be as well...but that is another thing I have to get done today... I talked to the parental units this morning...did a few chores...I want to fold some clothes and get ready to get going here soon but I had to check in with my lovelies!!! :hug:

I am going to stop at the book store on my way home and see if they have the book that I ordered...Sugar Addict's Total Recovery Guide...looking forward to reading it as well! I can't believe how much better I feel! It is truly amazing... I have been napping like crazy...just crashing...I thought it was stress...now I think it is more about my nutrition...or lack of it rather...which is ironic considering how much effort I put into it...ahh the irony...

Hey Sassy! Good to see you!! I am glad things are looking up for you!!!

Luv Luv Everybody!!!

Hi all,

I finally filled out my new hire paperwork today and found out that I have orientation tomorrow and sunday from 8-5. They want me to come in on Monday and start training on their computer system and maybe get some hours in this week. They do plan on giving me a four day weekend for July 4th so I may go home to see my mom saturday through monday.

I actually did the elliptical for 30 minutes today. :carrot: I know I have to work out or standing on my feet for 8 hours will kill me.

Amarie, wow, 28% !!!!, I'm so jealous! :bravo:

Raven, glad the scare turned out well. I've definitely been crashing lately, but I deserve it with my poor food choices. No fair for you though!

Heather, sending you good vibes for the coming week. :goodvibes Congrats on getting back on track and heading toward your goal.

Momof4, how did your visit go today? Did you a nap in?

Gotta run and finish dinner. Yeah, I know it's late. Let you know how tomorrow goes.

Wow yeah did my day take a whirlwind....:dizzy:...My dh got home from work around like 3:30. So i decided to run to the store and find a pair of capri's to were on the youth outting tonight. Well I left at like 4 he laid down to nap with the kids...no I did not get a nap!:( So I ran up to the ross dress for less and he wanted me to find him a polo shirt too. Well it took me a little bit to find where the capris even were then they really only had like one choice so I grabbed two dif pair and then I looked for a shirt. Found a few cute ones so off to the dressing room i went. The smaller of the two sizes of capris fit..:carrot: Then the one shirt I liked but it just hung and didnt help me look any better in fact just made me look fatter... then the other one musta been one that comes down off your shoulder..then the last one was a snug tight but meant to be and it was just cute. I tried a few more on but this on was just the one so I got them then went to find him a shirt....anyways got home in enough time to shower throw clothes on kids and go...Yeah an awful mother I didnt even get them dinner. :( I felt sooo bad.


We just got home from the thing. My husband went to bed at 12 and has to be up at 3 i feel awful for him I dont know what he is going to do. He does not dooo well with lack of sleep...so not good.:o

My visit went ok...I did a lot of cleaning because there is a guy that lives there but doesnt do much cleaning then my aunt helps him but shes not a clean freak either. :dunno: Plus with my kids running and crawling around there it needed it....i took the trash bag out and filled another trash bag of stuff laying around.:fr:.yeah foul I know. in case you dont remember he is paralyzed so he relies on people to do these things...and they are not doing what they should be. he enjoys seeing the kids:)...I need to try and go over there like once a week or something. Maybe go clean and organize things for him. ;) I am going to take some of our extra toys over to leave there so the kids can play with them when they are there!

Ok yeah I am so rambling I cant keep my concentration at all.:eek:..so i will end here...:dizzy:
talk to you all tomorrow!!!:wave:

Hi Ladies
 

Hi Goils,

Good to see yah. Been busy, crazy and well.... this is why..her name is Emma. She loves to give kisses and lay her head on your chest, she's a sweetie. My DD is thrilled.

Nothing much is going on, TOM is late, very late ... no I'm not preggo, just going thru my changes. If its not tom every other week its late for weeks on end lolol.

Heather :hug: sorry sweetie. I'm so proud of you for staying on track. Be careful with that knee.. did you have it checked out?

Mof4.... when you visit your uncle, can you bring a playpen to keep your DD in. I have a playpen from my DD that I refuse to give up. If anyone visits with a small child or baby it sure does come in handy.

Hope good luck on the job/training and congratulations on the eliptical WTG!!!!

Raven good luck on the TB testing...how scary :hug: Skinny cow's rule ;)

Amarie WOWWWAHHH 28% thats awesome...congratulations ;)

Sassy girl, glad things are getting better at work, it really stinks to say the least when you work with some one who's.... how shall I say this....ok, I'll be nice..... a jerk :rofl: I just don't get why? and let me just say, no matter where you work, your gonna run into boat loads of them :shrug:

Buddly ditto's on being a "no crowd person" I can't stand it. Thats why I really avoid going to alot of places, I just can't stand traffic and people haaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa nice eh (((( well you know what I mean )))) lol.

Ok girlies, I got alot to do today, gotta get flea stuff, toys, dog food and some chewy stuff for Emma.

Have a great weekend.

Leenie

morning...completely exhausted. Husband overslept by two hours...the store was to open at six and he didnt get there till 7 so yeah it couldnt open...My house is COMPLETELY trashed....Laundry is piled up....i can just keep going but I think these are the only two things I am going to focus on being exhausted like I am... so off i go to tend to the kids clean and do laundry....catch up with you all lata...

ughhh i am sooo trying to push thru this drained feeling....I got the kitchen done except for the floor....clothes are sorted and started...will be forever before they are done....living room and dining room are pretty much cleaned just have to wipe off table then sweep them....

Gotta go clean bathroom, sweep steps hallway and stuff...and fold clothes...UGGHHHH....
Its hard to do so much stuff when all I wanna do is just lay down on the couch and do ABSOLUTELY NOTHING....

But I have to have to have to get this stuff done cause tomorrow is sunday and we dont do any house work on sundays....

ok well check back in lata see how everyone elses day is goin...if anyone posts...LOL

Hello everyone!!

Wow everyone is so busy!
Congrats on the new family member leenie! She looks adorable, but a handful.
Momof4 just hang in there. Remember there are only 24 hours in a day! Congrats on the new clothes! What a wonderful feeling that you could get into the smaller size!

Summer has finally arrived. Sunny and hot today. Hubby had to take his truck in for a wheel alignment this morning. He's loaded and can't unload until July 2 so he's stuck taking a few days off. Still not sure what we will get up to, but there sure is enough to do around here to keep everyone busy. We are planning on baking some bread today, maybe not the best day to do it as it will heat things up, but boy will fresh bread ever be good, especially with hubby home, he loves his toast!

Well I should go and do something, besides I just noticed that my glasses are filthy and really annoying!

Take care all and have a great weekend!
K

Well i managed to get half the laundry washed dried and folded, dishes done, counters cleaned off, floor swept and scrubbed, dining room cleaned, swept and then scrubbed some stains on the carpet from the kids, living room cleaned and swept, puter desk cleaned off, now just waiting for laundry to wash and dry so I can keep it going. Oh yeah trying to potty train my 2 yr old so trips to the potty are fun!! Just keep thinking after shes potty trained only one in diapers YAAAA...I think I have always had 2 in diapers for like ever!! I think i am gonna take a break and rest for a little while. dh wants to cook out and swim and I need to take girls to get their pictures tonight! sooo well I hope everyone else is getting there stuff done...or just relaxing!!

buddly I so wish i had the time to bake fresh bread. my husband has a bread maker but thats still not the same. Man I went to this weekend retreat and they made fresh bread there and ohhh was it sooo good...it was wonderful..my mouth is watering just thinking about it!!

Leenie-GOOD LUCK!!! lol...and have fun with your new addition!

ok talk to you lata ladies!!

Hola everyone!!!

Nothing much new going on with me. I finished cleaning today...and then baked some cookies. The kitchen is really hot, lol. But then again, it's one hot day today. I have the fans on and the windows open..but it's not helping much.

I stepped on the scale yesterday. Nothing has changed. So thats good I guess. Once dh gets back home, we'll be working out together. I went on a mini walk last night and when I woke up today, my ankle was killing me!!! I guess thats what I get for walking in flip flops..LOL!!!

Anyhoo..time for lunch and some SATC!!!

Training went ok today. We got out an hour early, but it was still long. Tomorrow we will go till 5pm b/c there are some videos we have to watch. Sounds exciting doesn't it? I have to give them credit, they tried to make it somewhat interesting but you know how it is. :rolleyes:

I'm trying to be positive, but I'm really terrible at it. (notice how I'm negative about being positive :), that takes skill!) I worked out tonight again on the ellipticle and did some crunches. I'm hoping to ease the back ache I'm afraid I'm in for when I stand for an entire shift.

Momof4, your posts make me tired just reading them. :faint: Yay, smaller clothes, I'm jealous of you too! :cp:

Leenie, so glad to see you! Emma is adorable. When did you get her? They sure are a lot of work. My pooches wear me out, but it will be worth it.

Buddly, fresh bread, yummie :T

I'm going to try to go to bed early since I couldn't sleep last night. I think I got about 2 hours.

Happy Sunday to all!

what a night...ughh.. took the girls to get pictures and man was that a chore..kira was going all over the place and then maddie kept crawling away. I dont know why I torture myself...ughhh....the boys were sooo much easier to get pictures with than the girls...then we had a cook out and now I am cleaning my house up AGAIN today...still have whites and blankets and some towels left to do oh welll what can i do!!! I have got to get my work outs in at some point. Like I am trying so hard to keep up on everything that needs done and I have hardly any energy left...UGHHH my boys are up there yelling MOM MOM my movie isnt working MOM MOM...and there sister is sleeping...ARRRGGGG....gotta go...lata

Hiya girlies!

I woke up this am, and that strange funk that I've been struggling with the last several weeks was :poof: gone! I dunno, I'm a little gun shy that it might come back tomorrow... We'll see I guess... I've stayed busy busy all day, and feel really happy - I'm not trying to lord it over any of y'all, but if it can happen to me, it can happen to you. :hug: I've been down about as far as a person can go, and I've made it out. I wish all of you (posters, lurkers, and everyone else) can know what great things your future can hold. Goll, I sound full of myself saying that, but I don't mean to...

Hopey - for what its worth, some of my favorite working times were in retail - yah, I've done "more", but at least in retail my coworkers didn't treat me like s***. I sometimes wonder if I had stayed in that world if I might'nt have avoided a whole lot of trauma. Sure, the pay will be crap, but I think if you give them a chance you'll find the people are a lot more "real" than they were in the finance world.

I wish I could undo the cr** mindset my parents taught me about how reputation and prestige are worth more than happiness. If any of y'all have ever gotten that message, too., please, please, please think critically about it. Its cr**. Meanwhile, I'll spend my life trying to escape it, but it goes so deep, you know?

Sassy - :hug: nice to see ya!

Francie - :hug: me want cookie, too! ;) Have a good night.

Leenie - congrats on your cutie girl!

Raven - how's things? I had an awesome meditation last night, and it left we wonderong how you were doin.

Buddly :hug: I'm sorry sweetie, I'm runnin out of posting steam... Hope you are doin well.

BTW - if you turn on your tv and see the track and field Olympic trials - that's where I"m gonna be living in another couple months!!!!! SooOoooooooo excited!!!!!

G'night all!

Morning :wave:

No news here, but I am reading your posts. I feel like I am not a very active member of this 'community' at the moment, and I apologize. :(

Thinking of you all -
Heather

Good Morning,

Heather, don't apologize ok. We are all here for support and to support each other, there are many many days I just can't post or I feel I have nothing to say, so sweetie hang in there and again, we love you so there's no need to apologize. Post when you can and when your up to it.... we're here for you as you are for us :hug:

Amarie :dance: glad the funk has moved on.

Mof4 kids and pictures... kinda comical AFTER its over lol. Hope you at least got a few good shots.

Hope...IMHO training is always LONG and BORING!!! but worth it. Hang in there your almost done. We got Emma on Friday, she is starting to settle down but has a way to go. I'm gonna bring her to the vet to get her butt checked, he is in heat but keeps throwing her rump against the chairs, so I don't know if its anal glands, worms (I doubt) or her TOM. She is very sweet.

Francie... Flip flops??? what were you thinking haaaaaaa... I do the same thing. I got a pair of Fit Flops 2 weeks ago and they are very comfy...not walk a mile comfy but def mall comfy.

Have a good day chickies :hug:

Leenie

Hola Chicas!!! :D

How is every little thing this fine day???!!! Sorry, endorphin high...just got off the elliptical...45 mins on a Sunday...DH was kind enough to put the new Motley Crue album on my Ipod and I was off and running! Awesome by the way...very old school Crue, if you're into that I highly recommend it! So, it is beginning week two of the sugar experiment... :carrot: and that is how I feel! DH had an easier time recovering from his Chemo cycle and we are wondering just how much of that is my feeling so much better and him tapping into my positive energy...(we do that...very much now after all we have been through together) I guess only time will tell! I have not had anything between meals in over a week now...and only the most minimal amount of sugar (I can't say none because I do have a tiny piece of chocolate (dove dark doesn't seem to set me off if I only have one piece) and recently I have tried whole wheat newtons and they don't set me off either (I haven't tried more than one though and always after a meal) The kicker is my energy level and my positive mood which has been unflagging... Yesterday I was up at 5:30 made breakfast had coffee and was ready to go hiking by 7:30 (totally out of character for me!!) We had a beautiful hike...
This morning was early breakfast...then much snuggling and *cough,cough* :devil: and then the elliptical...which brings me to now...and my seriously smelly self that needs to get to the shower!!!

Amarie: Doin great Girlie! Doesn't it just feel great when you just really are able to get deep into it? Sigh...just the best!

Francie: Hang in there! Almost time!!! ;)

Shop: Try not to go too :dizzy: with the kiddos...they sure grow up fast...mine is going to be a junior this year and I swear I don't know how that happened!!!

buddly: Howzit!!! Ya know, normally I would be all jealous of the fresh bread...but I am still not carb craving with my new eating...very strange...

Thanks Leenie: DD & I both tested neg for TB as well thankfully... And your right Skinny Cow stuff does rule...I am very disappointed I reacted so strongly to it... :(

Hope: Hang in there...what a drag training is...ugh... Sending some of my own positive vibes to you! (I seem to have alot to go around lately!!!) Amazing!

Hey Sassy girl! Don't see ya around...miss you when you aren't here...how ya doing????

And to Heather, who seems to be a little down right now...and all you others who are stuck in the hole and trying to climb out...just be as gently to yourself as you are to everyone else you love... I know what it is like to just have the energy to read...not post anything...there just isn't enough energy to give to anything but trying to get through the day... We all understand...
Take Care...and keep reading...

Hey all..

I'm hot and I'm miserable right now. I'm missing the a/c big time. There are 3 fans on me..and I seriously hate this state. I cant wait until we move. However..if its possible to lose weight just by sweating..then I should be good.


But besides my bitterness about the heat..I am very happy that dh is coming home tonight!!! YAYAYAYAYAYAY!!!!!!!! I wont have to sleep alone anymore. Although, he admits so much body heat, I'm probably gonna sweat through all my clothes and through the sheets tonight. Whatever..he just better stay on his side, and never ever leave me again!!! LoL!!

Ugh..I think I'm getting a heat rash on my arm. How did I ever spend 19 years living in Arizona?!?!

I was looking for a new game to try out..and I came across this one: http://www.bigfishgames.com/download...ame/index.html

It seems fun. You can download it and play it for 60 mins, if you like it..then you can buy it.

Hey everybody :wave:

I got a pleasant surprise today, training was cut short at 3pm due to some overtime issues. :yay: Tomorrow I go in at 10am to do some computer training and make out my schedule for the week. I agree Amarie that sometimes blue collar workers are much more preferable to be around than the stuck-up snots in the financial industry. I grew up with the same thinking as you and it may have been self imposed somewhat. That may be why I keep downing the job and kind of apologizing for it to let others know that I realize it's not Wall Street. However, regardless of how I feel I still can't support myself on what they pay and it doesn't provide the lifestyle that I would like. If it wasn't for DF I'd have to work two of these jobs to make it. I'm not being ungrateful, it's just reality. I do plan to make the most of it and enjoy it's good points though, like wearing jeans and sneakers as opposed to a suit. ;)

I did a upper body workout tonight and after 3 days of exercising I'm beginning to feel better and somewhat more positive. I don't quite have the endorphin rush that Amarie and Raven seem to have, but I'm coming around.

I can't wait to sleep in a little tomorrow.

Momof4, where are you today? I miss your posts. Maybe church functions?

Leenie: I have to have my pooches spayed in August. I'm just finishing a round of antibiotics for a cough. They still sound kinda rough to me. I'm not sure it worked.

Heather: There have been many times where I just had nothing to say and would just read. I'm glad you are just letting us know you are there. I'm definitely thinking of you this week.

Shop: I didn't realize tonight was THE night. Have fun.

Buddly: What did you do today?

OK Cathy, where are you?

I hate to be a downer but my day ended very crappy...we had church i forgot this was my week to teach the lil kids not a big deal pulled it off with flying colors. Then my parents wanted us to go there for lunch ok with that. Then our pastors (him and his wife) wanted to meet with us to go over some things they needed to tell us since we are the youth pastors. They hadnt got a chance to talk to us about it before.
After it was all over I went to get dh food and called my friend bawling....LIke our pastors are the sweetest people and they did not like come say this this this...they just told us now we really have to becareful to not put ourselves in any type of situation that could even look bad because of the way people talk. They told us some things people had said and it was mostly about me. Like someone told them on our young adults woman outing i walked out without paying for stuff.. First I paid for THREE DRINKS (SODA...LOL....) the two girls with me and me...we just got some soda and coffee....WHY AND WHO would be so evil...like thats fine if they didnt see me but they didnt even say hey did you pay for your drinks... Then another mother that has four kids that are 16 yr old twins, 18 yr old and 19 yr old who all are in trouble with the law is saying stuff about me and this and that. Instead of just coming to me and my husband she had to run and "tattle" Like I dont care if people like me or not...yeah it sucks when they dont but whatever but when people lie about me especially to the pastor that just makes me mad and hurt. Some of you will say that is why i dont go to church blah blah blah...yes it happens even in church...church people are humans too...its just that it sucks and some people need to grow up and worry bout more important things. My pastors just said this is the things that happen when you are pastors and people will watch you and even make things up that they think...just protect yourselves. IT just upset me.
So like now I am grumpy, frustrated, angry, sad, and annoyed all at the same time....I just hope all you girls wont judge my church and just listen as a friend cause i am stepping out on a limb to write this cause i dont want people to judge my church. ok well i dont know what else to say...hopefully i will be in a better mood tomorrow...I am going to go search stuff on being a midwife cause i dont think i have to do needles with that and I can do the whole delivery part!! We live by amish so they are needed. OK thanks for listening to me ramble...lata

Hi all - :grouphug:

Well, my endorphin high wore off a little bit today, but all in all I'm still in good spirits. I'm getting the hang of this drywall thing. I don't like it - but I'm getting better and will be done soon!

Hope - :hug: yay for training being done early!! :hug: I'm sorry if I came off judg-y, I didn't mean to. I guess I was just hoping that maybe there would be some things about this job that you will enjoy (like jeans!!) until the right long-term situation comes along! Hope the 'puter training goes well!!

Mof4 - oh sweetie, you poor thing. People will be people (good and bad) no matter where they are. It doesn't reflect badly on your church - I figure even meanies like you described deserve a place of worship. :hug: I'm sorry you are there target...

Francie - I'm so happy for you!!!!!!! :yay:

Sassy - aw poor sick 'puter... I hope it gets well soon! :d

Gotta run - have a good night!

Hey all..I have some free time right now. Fonzo is busy at the moment, lol. We've been glued together since he got home.

Anyhoo..he came home at 7!!!!! I was really surprised, and very happy. It was weird having him home again at first, lol. Even he thought it was weird being back at home, lol. But things are back to normal now. The cats acted like he was gone for a day, lol. We watched National Treasure 2 tonight..it was pretty good. Tomorrow we're gonna chill out in front of the fans until we get paid.

Okay..time for bed!! Nighty nite!!