and did 2 miles. now that feels much better 
Sassy_Chick , 02-06-2008 08:52 PM
He wants one with dates, where I can understand that, I have seen that he lets others get away with less -- like no note at all and he is also not letting me use my "floating holiday" from MLK day for yesterday, so that means I won't get paid for yesterday.......and again he has let his "Favorites" do it....But anyways...........
I just don't know how much longer I can take it. My time limit has already expired to the amount of time I gave for changes to be made, but I keep hoping that things will change, ya know??? UGH..........Anyways, sorry to vent, just frustrated, as usual..........
Amarie2pt0 , 02-07-2008 03:11 PM
I'm sorry your job is so sucky. Take care, sweetie!
Howz your day been? Did you have to work?
I am so glad tomorrow is Friday, albeit I'm not looking foreward to the doctor's appt. Hang in there I'm sure something will come up. I've seen that Secret book and was wondering about it. Maybe I'll have to borrow it from the library. I'm pretty negative as well actually its more I jump to worse case scenarios. So no suggestions from this peanut gallery! Keep looking, you deserve respect and to be happy. And I'm sorry about the situation with your mom. I'm so thankfull that my mom was able to move to the same community as us, I really enjoy her company and I like that she is closer since her health isn't that great. and a big Hello
HeatherAngel , 02-08-2008 09:36 AM
- thank goodness it's almost over!
A lot of things that I THOUGHT would change with my weight loss haven't; similarly, things I never even considered have changed beyond belief. Soooo... I can now choose to continue my journey, at the expense of certain things, or revert back to the 'comfortable' way of life that kept everyone around me assured of exactly where I fit. That's really not my preference (obviously!) but I sure am struggling. I know it is good, really, to reach this point, this catalytic moment - I just wish it wasn't so hard! I may lie low, ladies - but I'll be around. 
Amarie2pt0 , 02-08-2008 11:47 AM
Yeah, I'm how old? Sigh. Wait - am I the only single regular here? Wow. Anyway, I'm gonna try not to turn into a vapid adolescent over this. Or a stalker. - Oh hun, that sounds like a really difficult place to be I wish life were simpler than that, but I think you will have the strength to get through it. You've got a LOT on your plate right now, and isn't that just when that realization stuff starts to come at you? I'm sending peaceful serene thoughts your way today (I think you're North and a bit East!) 
I am sorry about your job search not going as well as you'd hoped. I've heard of the Secret but I've never read it. I, too, am a pretty negative Nelly - it comes from my fam. I've been trying to change that about myself - one of my first major breakthroughs came after listening to "Getting Unstuck," an audio book by Pema Chodron. She's Buddhist, but I think the message she gives is pretty universal. I definately reccomend it if you are looking for other ideas 
. Have a great weekend! Thinking of you today ladies! I was awake most of the night contemplating life and choices. I have no answers. I am thinking of you however. I'm not sure I'll make it through the day without a good cry myself. Everybody!Amarie2pt0 , 02-08-2008 03:03 PM
That pretty much explains him! Oh my, I blushed typing that. I so need to get out more. Don't know if he's spoken for (heck, or even into girls for that matter), and can't seem to figure out how to find out without tipping my hand. Ahhhh... it is kind of fun, though!
sorry gang i just haven't had time to get in here and chat, but I did do 2 miles this morning 
Sassy_Chick , 02-08-2008 07:14 PM
Wow we sound like we could be sisters. lol. I too need to apply for "anything" to get out of my job too......not fun. I think a lot more people are going to be out of jobs unfortunately, so that is why I've been very very slow in the leaving my job thing. I've also heard a rumor about our co. getting ready to get rid of 200 people!! So maybe I should just stay put for now and do as they say, "suck it up." I need to get a copy of that book too then, because I am very negative, as most of you probably can tell!! lol. Big if you ever wanna chat, just PM me and I'll give ya my info. Ugh yes I hate when that happens too, you type in a bunch of info and it fails........totally frustrating to say the least!!! I need to get my hair cut too and I need to color my hair, I have color that I bought a while ago and still have not used it! lol. Thank You and you are so right. I do deserve respect AND happiness!!! I am continuing to look but with the recession, I am thinking of just "sticking it out" for now and being thankful that I have a job to even complain about!!! hon. You know I think we all think if we just lose the weight, "VOLA!" our life will be perfect. I know I have thought that many times, but like you said it is a good place to be and working through those emotions, etc. I hope things begin to get easier for ya!!! and 
you fight and kick and scream but don't lay low. I remember hitting that place after I lost 150 lbs... only to let that place take over and poof, I gained 100 lbs back. No no no reverting for you sweetie.... you continue on your journey because reverting will only make you more miserable...trust me when I say that because it comes from experience. You've come to far. Think positive, keep thinking positive it really does help....and you do deserve to be happy. Life's not all roses, we know that but God doesn't give you anything you can't handle. You can do this and I just don't mean the weight loss. Have you thought about seeing a counselor? it might be the right time to do so, to have some one who can help you get your thoughts together. to you honey.... hang in there... we're here also, so talk to us... ok. Sorry if I talk in circles...its just the way my brain goes. but I'm to chicken to change......hmmmm comfort hmmmmmmm sounds familiar with other parts of my life LOL
down haaaaaaaaaa I miss it but it is nice to see the window again. I have a small valentines tree up and my banister is decorated for valentines....so its not totally naked in my house LOL.Sassy_Chick , 02-09-2008 10:55 PM
My DH woke up with his throat sore and his ears hurt.......UGH I hope he isn't getting what everybody else has gotten.......I sent him to work with Halls and he is stopping at Walmart on his break to get some honey to have tea and I told him to get some soup. I hope he isn't sick and I hope more importantly I do not get it. Because I absolutely cannot miss any more work. I think its been the stress lately, but that is no excuse, I know. All I can say is I will try to do better. 
That is totally awesome!!! I have a version of WATP, its the same concept, but I just need to get to doing it more often!! I also saw on Amazon they have Sweatin to the Oldies set for $29.99, I thought that was not too bad!!!
