Morning chicks!
Comments first!
Jennifer: You are always so crazy busy! But once it’s over and you’re all moved in, you won’t have to worry about it anymore and you can just enjoy your nice new house! I can’t wait until we get to that point.
Lisa: Is that what it’s like being a mom? Oh dear, I don’t know how I’m ever going to handle that! I hope my kids are as reclusive as I was so I don’t go crazy running them around! Haha… I’m just kidding. But it is good that your DH is at least being supportive about the whole weight loss thing, even if you’re not doing exactly the same thing.
TBJ: Congrats on the green day! Only 262 more green days to go until my wedding!

You know, 3FC is what I do when I need a break at work. Glad to hear the Strattera is helping.
MsRD: The main reason I take 2 days off of exercising per week is the guilt factor: I know perfectly well that I’m not going to manage to exercise every single day. Some days I’ll get dragged into doing something else, some days I’ll have to stay late at work, some days I’ll be just plain tired. But if I have off days planned into my routine, I’m not really messing up, I’m just rearranging my schedule. Besides, I try to push myself during my workouts, and by the 3rd session or so I’m not performing as well as I should be. A day off really feels like a treat and helps me relax and rest, and by the next day I’m ready to go full steam ahead again. I know that this might not work for everyone, and I also know that if I take more than one day off in a row my routine usually just goes right down the drain, so I have to be careful with that. But I guess I just like having a day off to look forward to.
Julie: Way To Go on the exercise, chickie! It sounds like you are taking it like I am this month—not worrying about duration, only that you actually DO IT! For me this challenge is all about consistency, because I know that is what it’s going to take for me to get where I want to be.
Perhaps next month I will set up a consistency challenge of sorts, something like Joy’s star system and TBJ’s points system from last month, with the major point being for us to just meet our goals consistently, no matter what they are. (Hey, I think one of my goals would be to put my shoes away every day after work rather than just let them pile up on my floor.) After all, we all KNOW what to do and how to do it and why to do it, it’s the actual DOING, CONSISTENTLY that gets us. Am I right?
What do you chicks think of that idea? Let me know.
OK, so what about me? Yesterday was good. Calories came in at 1366, water was about 105 oz., and no exercise, as it was my scheduled day off (man, did that feel good!). The scale read 214.6 this morning. I had to step on a few times just to be sure, but it gave me the same reading all 3 times (which is hardly ever does—hence the multiple stepping upons).
And I finally figured out a computer problem at work that I’ve been working on for literally WEEKS, and I did it WITHOUT the IT guy or Steve or my brother (both of whom are also IT guys)! Of course, now I have other things to fix that got messed up by the fixing of the previous problem, but they are somewhat easier things to fix.
However, I didn’t sleep well last night, and it hit me again that I have no idea how I’m going to pay for this wedding, or my house, or anything else I need to pay for. I woke up so depressed this morning that I almost didn’t come to work, until I told myself that I certainly could not afford to take a day off. Then I managed to come in even though my car was sliding all over the road and I was scared to death and gripping the steering wheel so hard my hands hurt all 26 miles. Gotta love January weather! Gah… hopefully this will clear up by this weekend so we can go fix the gutters. I’m not holding my breath, but stranger things have happened.
So today I feel like being really strict about my diet, because today it feels like that is the only thing I can really control and have any effect on. Today I just want something to go right. I brought a Healthy Choice for lunch, but it doesn’t sound remotely appetizing, so I may end up getting something else. It’s sesame chicken, which I like, but today… bleh. I might eat it anyway, just because I don’t need to spend the money to buy something, and I don’t want to have to drive anywhere I don’t absolutely have to.
I don’t know. I want to be fired up and motivated to do something about something, anything, but instead I am simply frustrated. I’m ready for something to change. Again. Still.
OK, I’ll stop being depressing now. Have a good day, chicks.
~Elisha