MM~I read your post. I am sitting here with sting tears in my eyes. Thank you thank you thank you. I will check out JCP catalog! Yesterday I lost sight of my black dress. I couldn't force myself to do anything. I was so depressed and not motivated to do a darned thing. I had a pity party. When I realized I was the only one invited, I got mad and bored. I am better today. I even signed up for the new biggest loser challenge. I am soooo bound and determined to fit into that slinky black dress I could just pop. I am remotivated and rearing to fit into a size 10 black dress!
Earthshaker~Thank you! It has been tough. Now I have a whole year to heal and get over this grieving....It is good to know I am not the only one that has been hurt by the pains of divorce.
akhrob~Thank you! I want out of the 180's so badly. Then join the leaving 170ville! Can't wait to be at goal. I think some one said 143 days until Christmas?? I didn't count, I need to and post it so I can mark off each day until Christmas. Will help to keep me honest.
I am inspired~Welcome to the group.
I forgot to mention I did do ALL my exercising today! I will catch ya all later Pat
I am inspired, great job on sticking with both plan and exercise today!! Doesn't that feel great? I always wonder why I struggle so with staying focused? It feels so good when you do it, you'd think that would be enough to motivate me, but it's not...
Dixie, go to JCP.com, they have a little black dress section, I swear, that's what they call it. I like the lace top one and the flutter sleeve one. I think the flutter sleeve is just long enough to cover my bat wings if they are not gone by then...
Great job on the exercise! "Living well is the best revenge" Eat your heart out, ex hubby!!
KateB- you said it well.
Earthshaker, you are doing so wonderfully on so many levels! You rock!
Akhrob, .5 lost is always better than .5 gained, you are doing great!
OK all, off to post in WEED and do my crunches, got to get to work!
Just dropping in to say hi, really. I got my training shirt in the mail and I was sooo excited yesterday. I even think I've found the beginning of a bicep.
I walked last night, though, and struggled for 2 miles which is ridiculous. I've been walking far more than that for months.
I don't know why all of this doubt kicked in. I'm seriously wondering if I can do this now.
Hoping to get some swimming in today. I'm soooo close to 300 that I'm watching every single thing I eat. I want to cross that line within the next two weeks so badly, just so I can say "I don't weigh 300."
I've been wanting to say that for so long (honestly~ ha) that I can't really think of anything else right now. I hope the number obsession passes once I hit it.
Hi Dixiemae, thanks for the welcome. Nice to meet you.
mothermavis, it does feel good to stay on plan! (I was having a pity party Monday cause I had a bad weekend.) But I'm back at it! I think we just have to find that one thing that "inspires" us to do it and get focused on that. That's my plan anyways! LOL
Go! Go! Go EarthShaker! You CAN do it! You're right there. Keep at it and it will come!
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Hi Everyone~today has been a tough day to get through. I did okay with my eating though I could have done better. I have been very depressed, I cried some. I think that is passed for now. I did 1 hour of stepping, my weight training, 50 upper ab crunches and 50 oblique crunches. I feel better for having done my workouts at least I accomplished something positive today.
Eny~ I joined the biggest losers challenge. I seen you did too. I hope we get the same team. I don't have a clue what I am supposed to do next? Will a team be chosen for me? How will I know what to do each week?
Evening, everyone We are having very nasty weather at the moment. I may be between power outages.
re-committing: guess I needed a meaningful place to start. Guess your birthday would qualify as a place to start. Taking baby steps today and got the treadmill warmed up. Got done 20min/0.78mi. See where it goes tomorrow.
Hi, Inspired. Having fun with us? Glad you joined us.
Earthshaker, you can do anything you put your mind to, and if it doesn't turn out quite like you've planned, so what? you will make great progress just by working toward it. How bout you take a pic with your new shirt and then take a new one every month of your training so we can see how far you've come? Ya know, I've run a few 5k's and I'm usually toward the back, but I'm WAY ahead of the people sitting in the lawn chairs watching us sweaty fools run by! My next goal is a half too and I will likely have to walk a fair bit of it and I DON"T CARE!
Repeat after me, I CAN DO THIS, I AM DOING THIS, WATCH ME DO THIS!!
Kathy, Be blessed, you can't hear me sing and that's a good thing!!
Pat, hang in there. Better days are coming. Good for you for keeping at it even in a crap day. As for TBL challenge, Chellez will put you on a list and then when she releases the teams, you can just check the lists and see which team you are on. Enjoy.
Iaminspired, you are doing great!! Good for you!
Got to go do crunches and shower, have class tonight so am going running after work and before class!
i'M losing sight of my goals this week. I want SO desperately to get to #163.6 by Christmas.. but I'm sabotaging myself! AHHH! Pat - We nee to get back at this! For some reason my sticking point has always been around #185. I start freakking out and giving up then. And I've done it again. I'm back at #187.4 this morning.. and I know it's because I've eaten like CRAP and haven't worked out!
I need to refocus. I got my new 30 Day Shred DVD yesterday - I just have to do it! I AM WORTH IT! I DESERVE TO LIVE A HEALTHY LIFESTYLE!
I'm about to eat breakfast and go buy an interview outfit. It looks like I'm going to have two interviews very, very soon. *cheer* 30+ lbs lighter, I deserve a new interview outfit, I think.
I am inspired: Welcome, welcome! Sorry if I missed your post yesterday. My attention is sort of all over the place lately, and I feel like a chicken with its head cut off. So glad you joined us!
Dixiemae: Oh, sweetie. You're going through a really rough time and need to be gentle with yourself. I'm having a bit of a tough spot myself, but I know it'll pass, eventually. Hang in there. You have cheerleaders, you know. And a willing ear if you need it. *hugs*
Happy Birthday Kathy and congratulations on your baby step! That first one is the hardest, I think. The second one and everyone thereafter at least have a little momentum behind them
MM: You're simply awesome. I just got back from the gym and feel better. I know wherever I end up with this, I'll be way better than I am right now, and that's what's important. I loved this, too: Ya know, I've run a few 5k's and I'm usually toward the back, but I'm WAY ahead of the people sitting in the lawn chairs watching us sweaty fools run by! Heck yes! I'm charging my batteries for the camera right now, and I'm going to make a thread about my progress including pictures (yikes) later this evening (so I don't put it off and chicken out). I just don't know which forum to put it in?
Enygirl: I'm about to hit my "wall" too. I'm personally challenging YOU (yes, you!) to go through it with me. In a couple of weeks or a couple of months, this obstacle will be a memory. I think the numbers are just a sign of our progress...it's just a number. And some are more symbolic than others. It's not so much about this particular number as it is something you keep coming up against like a wall. Look at how much you've lost already! The fact that you keep stalling at this point just means you're around the bend from accomplishing more than you have before. Stick with it. I know you can do it. You're about to reach all new peaks (or lows, as it were!).
so i went to the gym yesterday, with a strict 1 hour for workout. After, I had to pick up my daughter. When I looked up from weight training, I was already 45 mins gone! It felt good to work my body and not worry about doing the minimum. So I squeezed in 15 min of intense cardio and called it a day.
Eny~EarthShaker~I am personally Challenging all three of us to buddy up, hold hands, get mad as wholly fury, cry, stomp, storm, what EVER it Takes to get through this road block together. We are worth it, we all deserve good health, well being, and great life styles. What do ya say we band together and get to our Christmas goals. I know I need to shake this funky depression. Eny says she has freaked out and panicked, and Shaker too. Again, can we buddy up and get through this together? I have got this far because MM has been there for me encouraging me about my dream of wearing a beautiful black dress. Eny has helped me leave the 190's. This whole board has been here for me when I am so depressed I don't want to go on. But all we have to do is get one foot in front of the other. It is easier when we can physically and mentally lean on our friends. Personally I need all the friends I can get right now. We are WOMEN we can do this!!!! Shaker You said it best in your earlier post. You rock girl!!
Wow Dixiemae! I'm so motivated just reading your post I wanna grab y'all's hands and plow thru this roadblock with ya! LOL!
I know I'm new here, but I've been bangin' my head against my personal roadblock for over a year now and I'm sick of it! I'd like to stay in the 180's for a lot more than just 1 day. I'm fed up with the 190's!
Pat , Saker & inspired.. I'M IN! I need you all to hold me accountable! Keep me going! I do better when I know I'm motivating others - so I AM going to push through this and get over this hump! Being in the lower 1/2 of the #180's is my goal for Next weeks weigh in (8/15) I WILL DO THIS! Thank you all for your support!
Pat - you're right we did leave the #190's together - and I REFUSE to go back! Now I have to push to leave the #180's! I WANT TO DO THIS!! I HAVE TO DO THIS!!! It will be a n accomplishment that I have NEVER done! (lowest weight in last 10+ years is #180.6)
Tonight - I'm GOING TO cook dinner at home! I WILL do the 30 day shred video (level 1, as it's my first time)! I WILL TURN MYSELF AROUND AND START HEADING IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION AGAIN!!!
I WANT SKINNY CLOTHES FOR CHRISTMAS - AND I CAN'T BUY THEM IF I'M THE SAME SIZE.. OR IF I DON'T WIN THE $150 PRIZE FOR MY FAMILY COMPETITION!!!!
Nice to meet you.
Go! Go! Go EarthShaker! You CAN do it! You're right there. Keep at it and it will come!
We are having very nasty weather at the moment. I may be between power outages.
See where it goes tomorrow.
Hi, Inspired. Having fun with us? Glad you joined us.
to me! Kathy
Be blessed, you can't hear me sing and that's a good thing!!
LOL! 
I'd like to stay in the 180's for a lot more than just 1 day. I'm fed up with the 190's!
