Sorry, I am not depressed about the weight gain. I mean I guess I am, but hardly! I am just depressed about everything else, the weight gain is the farthest from my mind right now.
I am feeling a bit better now, I had a veggie/pasta dinner and a weight watchers chocolate cake for dessert and still stayed within calories (hoping my calculations from lunch were correct) - My mom had a really bad day too, I tried to talk her into going out for dinner witch would of been a disastar! But I had a big cry on the phone with her, then another big cry when karden got home - and I had a bath and snuggle with my puppy.
Just the quick version of why I feel like crap:
My boss is quiting, I love her bits and I think my job is going to go to the ****. I am not worrid about losing my job, just about me giving up and quitting. There is so much more to then that but it is long and boring.
Also, my mom helped my Grandma move into a 24 hour care nursing home today. She just couldnt look after her anymore. Last August she fell and fractured a vertebra - everyone said she would get better then the vertebra disintegrated and all the bone fragments were floating around in her spine... while still are - and there is nothing they can do for her

they thought there was, but now they can't do it (got that news yesterday) - so my Grandma who was perfectly healthy until she fell may spend the rest of her life in a nursing home
Anyway, thats just the brief nots. blah.