I know that interviewing is hard and scary, but you can do it.
My Grandma had never worked outside the home a day in her life, and had to go get a job after my Pawpaw died at age 52. She ended up with a great job and a new best friend out of the deal.
I *almost* asked, "why do you want to b/p if this is happy news?" And then I remembered, oh yeah, any reason will do. But it's your nerves, right? I can only tell you, DON'T b/p, because it may be your last meal, and then you won't even have a chance for the job. I always have to tell myself, "you better well enjoy this binge, because if you purge it, if could be your LAST."
Thank you; I will remember that mantra about it possibly being my last meal. It's true, and it's NOT worth that risk.
I feel better now; the worst of it's passing. I had a big glass of water and two squares of super-dark chocolate; the intensity of the flavor seemed to curb the binge instinct.
Cally, I'll be keeping you in my thoughts tomorrow. Big hugs, and much luck to you!
Thank you so much, Ellis. I'm still nervous, but I really want this job. It's in a library, and I always wanted to work there, ever since I was a little girl! (I'm such a nerd, haha.)
Thank you so much, Ellis. I'm still nervous, but I really want this job. It's in a library, and I always wanted to work there, ever since I was a little girl! (I'm such a nerd, haha.)
Libraries are awesome places to work. I started at this library when I was 20. Nine years later and I still can't think of any other place I'd want to work.
Breathe, Cally...breathe....
