Alrighttttt dang girls ya'll can't leave a chick alone!!
I am here just had some stuff going on with some friends and haven't been around much....My weight is still doing ok but my eating is awful....I had a slip last month a total binge for 3 hours then my ole pal Purgy came to visit...Immediatly after it I called my best friend in the world and confessed it all and have been Purgy free since... i don't exactly binge but there have been days where I have not eaten at all...don't understand it but I just don't WANT food on those days. I mean I WANT food but don't want to go through the feelings i have after eating...
Ok i know that sounds awful and girls i promise I am working on it...I seriously am scared I am going from Bulimia to Anorexia
and thats why I haven't been here. I am now a unhealthy 128 lbs...I say thats unhealthy because it is not the firm toned look i was getting, it is different if that makes sense to you guys. My Inlaws have noticed and thats bad.
I am wearing size 6's now and even those are beginning to get loose...I have quit exercising because lack of eating was causing rapid weight loss and sore joints and muscles......
I am working on it though girls I promise...I have eaten 2 meals today so thats a plus
I really hate admitting this...but i know when you girls start putting the drill seargeant dude out there then you are worried...so I had to let you all know
OK long post...are you SURE you guys miss me??
One more thing and i will go....Please say a prayer for a friend of mine who is fighting in Bahgdad Iraq for the next 14 months....His name is Josh and he is with the 875th Army Reserve Company (or is it Brigade I don't remember)...He is the fiance of my neighbor and an all around good guy...I am happy to call him my family's friend.
Ok now everyone shoot out some advice and by all means get onto me for dissapearing on you all I deserve it.