Man I thought I was doing better hadn't bing or purged in like two weeks then all of a sudden I couldn't control it this week.. Three times this week i binged and purged (didn't even eat as much as i use to when I'd go through the cycle or bp) I think a lot has to do with I wanna look so good for when i go see my fiance in ga and i want him to be able to show me off to his friends I know I shouldn't but i can't help it I need some help.......... I wanna lose weight the right way not this way I wanna stay healthy grrrrrrr. Im just so pissed at myself right now.
THIS WEEK ILL GET EVERYTHING BACK ON TRACK Starting first thing in the morning....
ANYways i let u guys know how its going this week... Keep up the good work......




