Who binges the night before their final weigh in on a 30 day challenge? Who's that stupid? Wait, it's me. Not only have I been stuck on the same weight for 2 weeks (half the whole challenge) but somehow I let loose after being so good. I haven't done it like this in over a month maybe more.
I can kick myself. The little voice in my head telling me to stop was not loud enough to counter the body shoveling food down its gullet. I can't freaking believe I did that. And to top it off, I freaked out and felt sick to my stomach. Or maybe that was the food. I ended up gettin partially sick.
Not my fav way to go. I just want to scream. Since the kids are sleeping and I can't:
AAAAAAAAAUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUURRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRGGG GGGGGGHHHH
There.
Sorry for the rant. I needed to get it out and somehow my 110 lb best friend wouldn't understand.