[nmgirl]

Well i never really admitted to myself i had a binge problem until 8 this morning.. I just opened a gallon of milk yesterday evening and half of it is gone from me, i ate chocolate cupcakes like they were going out of style.. i have some health issues that bug me so i guess i take it out on food. i have PID pelvic inflammatory disease its very painful when i went to the drs for pelvic pain they told me they got there to late so i have to deal with chronic stomach pain now. so its very frustrating. i dont have menstral cycles very ofen anymore and it upsets me cause i do want children some day.. and i was told i cant.... ugh! i feel so horrible that i let myself do this to me.. i love food and thats the prblem

you know i was sitting there and feeling bad for myself just a little bit ago.. but now i sit here and i relize i shouldnt make no excuses.. i should do this if i REALLy wanted to do this i can do it. i just gotta be strong i just want someone to talk to durning the day on messenger or the phone or something.. i get so bored then i start to think about food

[susiemartin]

You have a PM

[EatYourGreens]

Don't be upset with yourself dear, you're still very young and people are usually a lot older before they understand their minds well enough to be able to control eating impulses consistently, if ever! You're obviously intelligent and strong-willed, so I'm sure things will be just fine for you.

Take care.