Admitting i have a binge problem
Well i never really admitted to myself i had a binge problem until 8 this morning.. I just opened a gallon of milk yesterday evening and half of it is gone from me, i ate chocolate cupcakes like they were going out of style.. i have some health issues that bug me so i guess i take it out on food. i have PID pelvic inflammatory disease its very painful when i went to the drs for pelvic pain they told me they got there to late so i have to deal with chronic stomach pain now. so its very frustrating. i dont have menstral cycles very ofen anymore and it upsets me cause i do want children some day.. and i was told i cant.... ugh! i feel so horrible that i let myself do this to me.. i love food and thats the prblem
you know i was sitting there and feeling bad for myself just a little bit ago.. but now i sit here and i relize i shouldnt make no excuses.. i should do this if i REALLy wanted to do this i can do it. i just gotta be strong i just want someone to talk to durning the day on messenger or the phone or something.. i get so bored then i start to think about food
Last edited by nmgirl; 07-22-2010 at 01:00 PM.
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