Guys, I think I may have to stop posting here.
I hopped on the scale today for the first time in ages, and since I've begun trying to eat like a 'normal' person--even purposely not counting calories on the weekends because I was afraid of getting too obsessed--I've regained
twelve pounds.
[Edited later to add that the scale was down two of those pounds this morning, but since they were mean and showed up to scare me in the first place, I'm STILL counting them, even if they were water retention.]
Because of this, I've come to the decision that I'm going to
have to stay with a very low-calorie diet (and also decided to take a shot at getting down to 140 even). I have the double-whammy against me of both
having been obese for many years, and having an
illness that leaves me constantly fatigued. I can't always get the amount or kind of activity I need in order to lose or maintain weight on a "normal" person's caloric intake. It's just simple math.
I use FitDay with all honesty, and enter everything I eat, and it tells me that by sticking to low-calorie, wholesome foods and taking vitamin supplements, I can truly get all the nutrients I need for what some people may consider horrifyingly few calories...like 700 to 1200 a day.
I don't mind this, honestly. I thrive on the structure of a low-cal diet, and feel good when I'm following it. But I'm afraid that if I start coming here and posting teeny totals

every day, I'll either start to worry some of you or set a bad example for others who may not have my physical issues. So I think what I'm gonna do is just keep a "diet diary" for my own use, and just chat in the other areas of the site.
Just didn't want anyone wondering where I'd disappeared to!
