Hi there!
I'm losing. I just started my program today. It's been two years of continual struggle for me. I just wasn't mentally ready - probably because I went through a rough divorce and I was trying to do too much at once! But yesterday I had an epiphany; I finally felt mentally strong enough to do this
I'm counting calories, which is the best way for me. Here's what my program looks like (and yes, I made this especially for me
Breakfast:
1.5 cups Cheerios
1 cup fat free milk
1 Tbsp. dried cranberries (not much sugar in the type I buy)
1 Tbsp. walnuts
Mid Morning Snack:
1/2 cup cottage cheese
Lunch:
Smoothie:
1 cup fat free milk
5 medium frozen strawberries
1/2 of a medium banana, frozen
1 scoop Jay Robb protein powder
1 Tbsp. coconut oil
Mid Afternoon snack:
Lowfat greek yogurt
Snack before workout: 1 cup bone broth
Dinner:
4 cups lettuce
1/2 medium tomato, chunked
1 hard boiled egg, roughly chopped
3 oz. smoked turkey breast (or 5 oz. cooked shrimp)
2 Tbsp. extra virgin olive oil
1 Tbsp. apple cider vinegar
1 Tbsp. good grated cheese (not the crap in that green can...eww)
I use a huge metal mixing bowl and I put the vinegar, oil and cheese in and whisk until blended. Then I add all the other ingredients and toss it with my hands. That way you get the flavor on all the lettuce and stuff!
Calories for the day: 1454
I have 150 pounds to lose.
As for feeling like you want to sabotage, stop thinking like that. It's okay to treat yourself; just work out and you'll never gain weight. I was almost at my goal weight 3 years ago (before my husband left me) and I could have those occasional treats; I just made sure to push myself a bit harder during workouts. For me, I worked out 7 days a week. I lifted heavy weights 3 of those days. I intend to do the same now; I just have to start out SLOW. That's the key.
Congrats to you for getting so close to goal!! KEEP GOING!! You'll do it