
3/29
B: frosted flakes & 2% milk -350
L: pastrami & provolone sandwich & 1 orange -324
D: 2 turkey hot dogs w/ bun & baby carrots -359
S: 30 almonds & 100 cal. brownies-260
total: 1293

& Yeah, you'd think it would be easier by now, by this point I was hoping I would of changed that habit.. it has gotten much better than before but is a big struggle everyday for me still. I truly hope I can reach the point where it gets easier. There has been a lot of stressful things going on this month and I tend to do awful when that happens. Great job for getting back op! I hope I can too.
I did get a bit depressed & discouraged by am trying to push past that. When I weighed myself I just felt disgusted that i am letting this happen and so fast too. It did push me to really work harder, so it was definitely motivating to stop it because I know I will gain it all back if I don't stop. I was just depressed over how my bmi was actually in the high end of the normal range but now its overweight again which was hard to see that happen again. 

.. the weather change has everyone sick & coughing here where I am .. one day its 70 degrees, & the next we have snow flurries .. crazy!
I hope you're feeling better today both emotionally and physically.




I also am very afraid to weigh myself, I haven't been eating so good and really hope I don't gain any more. I think I have been using the excuse that I'm sick, to eat how ever I want.


