Blue Team,
Thank you
Kelly, Jo, Nori, Anna and
Rhonda for your encouraging words. I must be in an emotional swing of menopause or something.

Or, it could be, I'm becoming my sicilian grandmother who used to think I didn't love her because i didn't hang on her like my cousin Susie did.

In any event thank you all for being there, I do enjoy being part of this
team
And Nori, just thought I'd share this article
http://www.nrtoday.com/article/20080...ntprofile=1055 from our local newspaper about a 1 year old with leukemia (though it is myelogenous not lymphoblastic). Not entirely encouraging, but sometimes it helps to see how others cope with it all. My heart goes out to you and your sister and of course your nephew.
I'm discovering more things I can enjoy, or like
Rhonda, can experiment with, in keeping within my high protein, complex carb, small meal plan. Lately, I've added more whole wheat bread and peanut butter (2 slices, 1.5 TBsp, with half a banana = 365 calories). This has me, uh, eliminating more often, too, which I'm sure has helped. I'm eating more edamame and just ordered some nutritional yeast for it's protein, B vitamin content and fiber. I read that it adds a cheesy flavor to some dishes, and cheese is something I miss at times. Also heading out of town to get some SF DaVinci syrups (
German Chocolate,
Dulce Le Leche,
Butter Rum and
Strawberry to start) for adding to soy shakes, yogurt and who knows what else.
I have also changed my workout time to first thing (okay 9ish)

in the morning, with a few (100 cals) carbs to get me through it. I read that by taking in protein right after your workout you replenish your muscles and help their growth. I missed some workouts this week due to being
(Dora)gone but now it's
Doraback, like
Kelly said, and real glad to be here. And, like
Kelly, I'm anxious to sign up for the next challenge, so . . . ? who knows when we do that???
And speaking of
Kelly - awesome, girl, about getting to Onederland!!! I'm like you about the scale, I'm on it a lot, because like you said, it gives me accountability. If I go without looking, I start to think, "I'm doing good, I can have a little treat" and it's all down hill from there. I don't know how
I could have inspired
you, but you, with all your little guys at the bottom, and how much you've lost already,
YOU are MY inspiration - as well as
Josephine and Kim. Around you three, I can't give myself ANY excuses, I feel your figurative

. And because of you and
Amy always fawning over your ellipticals, I have started using mine and I'm up to 10 minutes

(up from 2!!!) You guys are good for me.
Had a
NSV too this week, down from 22 to 18 pants!!!
Thanks again
you guys,
you're the best.
Dora
I will be Doragone again from August 6 thru the 12th. Not sure if Wifi available, so if I'm MIA, I'm okay now. . . really I am . . .
. . .
. . . just call me . . . Sybil. 