Last week my b/f and I went out for ice cream, and normally I wear a jacket over anything I wear (I absolutely hate showing my arms.) But that day, I said "who cares", and I wore my short sleeved t-shirt. We were waiting in line (I got something healthy
) and we see a few people my b/f knows, one being his friends aunt. I never met her before, but she looked at me with this disgusted look on her face, especially my arms!! So needless to say, I haven't even wanted to go out of my house since then. My mom said maybe she was just thinking something and just happened to be looking at me with a weird look on her face.. Nope, I can guarantee that wasn't the case. You know how you can just tell when someone's looking at you?
And to top that off, I was looking at some pictures of my friends and I, and I'm "the fat girl!" I don't want to look like that anymore! It's like today I have an intervention or something, but I'm determined to change.
My Stats:
22 yrs old
5'4
254 pounds (thankfully it's evened out throughout my body)
Goal weight: 160. I was tested, and was told I have 135 pounds of muscle on my body so I should not ever go below 160.
Anyone else out there feel this way??????