So i know i emotionally eat esp when things get bad in my life, but now its gotten bad to worst. nov.- i had gotten into car accident it totalled my car, dec- i got into another car accident, and jan i wasnt going to drive or get into some1 elses car cuz i thought 3x a charm. u know? I have talked about bout my dad having the stroke and he is doing good.
After that had happened my best friend the guy that i was doing the bet with, him and i are no longer friends after being friends for 10yrs with. i really dont think that friendship could have been salvaged. so ive been trying to deal with that i havent had any1 really to talk bout that cuz his friends are my friends to and i dont want anything to get back to him u know? Then all of a sudden it got worst last fri my mom had went to the dr for a physically for her new job and later on while she was at wrk the doc had called the house and i thought that was weird so i ended up calling my dad and letting him know and he returned the call back to him and found out that he wanted to admit her and to start to give her blood tranfusions. and she was there for a few days and she was anemic but she is a certain type of anemic i cant remember what its called but what it is its her body killing off her red blood cells faster than the can be produced she is on steroids but its like next week she has to go to a cancer center in our city and that scares the crap out of me and all these thought go thru my head and the only way i comfort myself is thru food and it does feel good 4 the moment and i just cant seem to stop. i dont know what to do ive gone to the gym to release it but i cant do that 24/7 any sugg? its like im living a nightmare n i just want some1 2 wake me up.