*sigh* I really, really do not understand myself.
I can give up cigarettes. No problem. I can stop drinking. I can quit *cough* other forms of smoking. I can even quit my job!
But can I quit eating things that I know are not healthy for me? NOOOOOOO.
To be honest though I'm not doing that bad. It's just I had really bad cravings so I caved in, and then I caved in the next day, and the day after that. And it wasn't for all day, it was just once or twice. I suppose that I should be taking something like this one step at a time. I'm used to "quitting" meaning "all or nothing" (see above-- I quit all of those just one day out of the blue. But not on the same day.)
I think, though, that my weight is covering up some deeper issues and that I eat instead of dealing with them. I've always done that. It's just that I took away all those other unhealthy coping mechanisms and junk food is all I got left. And if I want to lose weight I have to change a lot of things about myself, including how I deal with things, and that's boo scary. I need to
make that change happen, too, which is easier said than done. I'm a professional lazy person.
But hey! I went for a walk yesterday.