Thanks guys!!!! Well this doctor didn't want to go outside professionalism, but he made it clear, without being nasty, that he was HIGHLY disappointed in the last doctor. He has scheduled a D&C and exploratory laproscopy for NEXT FRIDAY. now that last idiot would have waited until fall. My hub was with me and asked alot of questions. I was shocked and surpized and i think the doc was too. His tactic is to do the D&C, clean house so to speak, wait 3 months, or if things keep staying bad he PROMISED the hysterectomy. the Hub stepped in at that point and asked why that can't be done now, and the doc said he wants to see for himself the results of the labs and inside my pelvis. He told the Hub to make himself accessible in the event he goes in and sees anyting he may want to do then.
Finally....some help. Anyway, I did it. i weighed and after all the stress eating and no excersise i only gained back 4 pounds. Not shabby....especially if you could see all i have been eating.

my plan is after the surgery, i am going to get seriously back on track. Up until then, i am going to just eat sensibly and not go overboard. I want a true new beginning.