Hello all,
Usually there is something on my e-mail whenever someone makes a post on here. There hadn't been any and I kept thinking ~ my, the thread is slow ~ where is everybody (even though I had been to the thread and seen the posts). Finally it came to me ~ I had posted on the first May GG thread, but not this one, so there wouldn't be anything in my e-mail ~ Duhhhhhhh. What a goof ball.
Maybe I am in some kind of sugar induced fog. I have been having the hardest time lately. My weight is slowly creeping up. Several things I think affecting that. (Forgive me if this gets long ~ I seem to lack the ablility to be brief when I share things).
I had been trying to do without the artificial sweetner. Back along I used to use Equal, but read bad things about it ~ one being that it caused arthritis like symptoms. I had been feeling so stiff in my joints, so I quit using it. I don't know if it really helped or was my imagination that I felt less stiff. I began using Splenda instead and had been using that for probably 5-6 years. I had stiffness from time to time then ~ kind of like flare ups of my arthritis, but lately, it seems like the stiffness is there all the time. So, I thought maybe Splenda might be bad for me too. So, for about a month now, I have been doing with out that and just using sugar to sweeten my tea and coffee. I think that is part of my weight creeping up. Then.....
I went to the pantry shelf the other day to get something for snack for my grandson and found a package of double stuff oreos and some tubes of pringles. At first I left them alone, but then just knowing they were there, I just kept thinking and thinking about them and finally gave in to temptation and over the course of a few days consumed 2 tubes of pringles and the whole package of oreos. I asked my husband that if he buys that stuff to please put it somewhere else so I don't see it. Cookies and chips are my weakness.
Yesterday when my grandson was over I went to the pantry and there were more cookies (Keebler, some that were like the girl scout thin mints). After a while, I got into those. I am so frustrated. I asked my husband again to please not put the stuff where I would see it. He basically said that I was the one trying to lose weight and that I needed to figure out how to just not get into the stuff. Grrrrrr.
I have got to figure something out. I don't feel good when I eat a bunch of junk. Despite all the self talk and lectures to myself and knowing that it is not good for me, I am struggling to do what I know I need to do. I feel so stupid, because I know it is not good for my health and I do it anyway.
Guess I'd better get off ~ gotta do the before work nap.
Thank you for reading/listening.
Take care