Hey Everybody~Man I've missed you guys. As for me, I'm STILL ...well...FAT! I want to be fit but something keeps me from doing it!! I want to be healthy and lean but why do I hold myself back? Am I not strong-minded enough? I keep telling myself that I can't start because I don't have this or that particular machine! And forget the gym! I'm not about to step my fat butt in there!
I can't tell you how humiliating it is to walk outside my front door and see all of my new, fit neighbors (just moved here) knwoing they're thinking how and why is she so large? I try to use my personality to make up the difference but I end up putting my foot in my mouth so I say the **** with it and just saty inside now.
I am becoming more and more an indoor person and hate myself!! God, I know soon my grandma is going to die and I won't even go see her at the assisted living home because she always says "how she doesn't recognize me"!!
God forbit her funeral...everybody will be there! Can't wait to hear those comments!
I was supose to be a super model.....that was my dream! Now I'm disgusting!!!
What can I do to get the heart-rate up? I have weights and a ball but nothing for cardio. We can't afford one right now since we moved into the new house and it's too dark in the mornings to walk outside.
Please ...... Any suggestions? Surely weight-training alone won't make you lose the weight.
Thanks for listening to my rant!