Week of June 14th chat
 

New week and time to start a new thread.

Happy Flag Day!

Happy Monday Everyone!

Down 4 lbs my first week. Gotta like that! :carrot: Exercise wasn't what I had hoped for over the weekend...but it gives me something to strive for next weekend, right? :woops: I'm sure the cool & rainy (snow in the mountains!!) weather didn't help. :rain: :shocksn: I spent a lot of time reading and puttering since I couldn't get out to tend my flowers.

Here's to a good week for EVERYONE!!:cheer::twirly::dancer::cp::dance::cb:

Hello everyone! Not going to try to catch up on everyone, sorry.

We are having torrential rains/flooding here in the OKC metro area. We've had over 9 inches of rain since about 3 a.m. and expecting more! Streets flooded everywhere. I'm sure the street in front of my house is flooded. It was at 5:30 this morning, but had gone down enough for me to get to work. We've had several more inches since then.

Spent weekend at fiance's. Did lots of cooking for him, friends and neighbors. Our sick friend had requested my meatloaf, so I made that. It was really too hot for heavy food like that (at least for me, the men loved it!) and my stomach was not happy all weekend. Since I'm eating in a healthier way, heavy foods just sit in my stomach like a rock.....I really wanted seconds of some things but my stomach didn't agree! Good thing.

Creepy, creepy thing happened this weekend. I went to kill a spider in the bathroom and when I smashed it w/ toilet paper, HUNDREDS of baby spiders scattered from the body. It was a freak show I tell ya! Had the heebie jeebies for a while afterward. I later found out it was a wolf spider (not poisionous) and they carry their babies until they are able to fend for themselves, but it still gave me the willies for a while. Yuk!

Not going to weigh until at least Wednesday as TOM came this weekend, and with the eating I did.....I just don't want to go there yet!

I hope you all have a great day!

Happy Monday to you all. I went skiing yesterday, so I am actually glad to be at work to relax & rest some. Very busy weekend 100 degrees on Saturday & 101 yesterday while we out on the river all day. I stayed in the water as much as I could. I love hot weather & normally 100 degrees doesn't bother me, but yesterday I really felt like it was just too much.

Hi Caroline - happy flag day to you too!

Moondance - good for you on the 4 pounds!!!

Annie - I had that happen with a wolf spider many years ago, freaked me out & I just ignore them or sweep them gently away from where I am at.

Howdy! Happy Monday. I'm waiting for guests, so have a few minutes. See if I can get off to a good start this week and keep up better.

Hi Caroline-thanks for getting us started this week.

Moondancwe-congrats on your 1st week loss! Where in CO are you?

Annie-If I were you, I wouldn't be killing any spiders again anytime soon. LOL! Glad it wasn't me!

Onaboat-sounds like the weather was perfect for cooling off in/on the water.

Barb

Good evening. I've decided to post in the evenings and see how I like it.

I can see the 130's on the horizon. If I'm good this week, I may get there by the weekend. Woo-hoo!

I survived the buffet on Saturday--it was fantastic, and I ate quite a bit, but it turned out to be virtually my only meal all day (other than a protein drink in the morning). I held off eating breakfast so I'd have a good appetite--it's a buffet , after all--and afterward, I just wasn't hungry all day.

Today, I hit the gym in the morning and had a very good workout, but I admit I was lazy this evening and didn't get another exercise session in. Of course, lazy is relative, since I cleaned the kitchen, baked pumpkin bread, took care of some laundry....

Moondance--yay on the 4 pounds down.

Annie--Sorry to hear about the flooding. I hope you are keeping dry. I'm not going to address the other subject. **shudder**

Dee--I start to melt in the high 80's. I don't know how you can stand 100 or more!

I hope everyone had a good Monday.

very bad start to the week for me. Our dog died yesterday. He had a big heart attack at the beach, out of the blue, after being totally normal, no warning signs or anything.
So a good way to go for him i suppose, but just a big shock for us. We rescued him from death row at the RSPCA 9 years ago and he had a good life, so absolutely no guilt or regrets - but it's just so sad. I'll miss him lots. It was a teary day yesterday and i there'll be more to come.

Ange - I'm so sorry you lost your dog like that. I guess it was good for him to go fast, but terrible for you because it happened in front of you while your dog frolicked at the beach. I'm continually surprised how animals have the same diseases humans do- cancer, heart disease, and I've known cats with feline HIV.

Yesterday, I acted out and had a massive binge. I'm not upset about it, but I am not quite sure how to end the periodic binges. I have learned that I can lose binge gain in 3-5 days, so I feel like I can get away with them & not gain weight. But this is not healthy at all. I may need to go back to outpatient eating disorder treatment.

I have a date tonight & I cannot begin to describe how unenthused I am. My gut tells me I won't be remotely interested in him, but I'm giving him a shot b/c we have a lot in common. I invited him to a meet up group for people who are politically liberal. So it's a group social thing, which shouldn't be too bad. He is looking for more of a social life so the meet up group might help with that. I hope he has good social skills and can mingle with friendly strangers.

Anyway, hope you all have a great day.

-Caroline

Ange82much I can't imagine seeing that happen to a pet; I'm sure it was very difficult! It sounds like you gave him a wonderful life... My cat is a rescue cat, which makes him extra attached to me, as I'm sure you dog was to you...

KittehMomma Yeah, lazy sounds relative, indeed!

AngelsKeep I hope you have a great week.

OnABoat I'm assuming by skiing you mean water skiing? I have never done that. It looks like it takes incredible strength, so kudos to you!

AnnieDrews Gross on the spider and stay safe on the weather!

Moondance Congrats on the 4 pounds!! :carrot:

MotivatedChickie Thanks for starting us off!

Here, I'm enjoying my 3x/week spinning. I definitely come out drenched. The scale isn't really moving but I hope my body is beginning to change. I am finding that not having a monthly cycle is taking some mental adjustment. I'm used to my weight having a monthly rhythm and now it doesn't... I don't get that woosh anymore! Oh no!!! But overall I'm feeling great. Our Alaska trip is in less than a month, so the planning for that has begun. Not looking forward to the food availability, but I'll manage.

Oh, here's something new. I am going to Boston to visit my sister for the weekend. She sent me an email saying it is supposed to be hot on Saturday and she wants to go to the beach, so bring a bathing suit. Hey, no Pavlovian cringe reaction to being asked to wear a bathing suit. Now there's an NSV!

Good Day everyone! It's a new day with a new set of choice before us. Let's make 'em good ones! :D

Annie--Hope you're staying high and dry! I finally saw the news last night. I had no idea OKC was under so much water. You're in my thoughts!! :sunny: Your spider story is nightmare stuff for me!!

ImOnABoat--I had to laugh at myself...when I read your post my first thought was "where is she skiing in June"--keep in mind I'm thinking snow skiing! Sounds like a great way to beat the heat! :swim:

Beth--I'm between Denver and Colorado Springs. Hope your week started off good! :wave:

KittehMomma--I'm keeping my fingers crossed for the 130's for you!! :dancer:

Ange--So very sorry to hear about your dog. They are a member of the family and the loss will be deeply felt. It sounds like you're taking comfort in the long, happy doggie life he had with you. What more could a dog ask for? :angel:

Caroline--I hope your date turns out better than you're anticipating. Good luck! :crossed:

Last night was a practice in small victories: While out yesterday, DD's stopped and bought candy. It was a buy 2-get 2 free...so they brought home a candy bar for DH and me. Milky Way-one of my favorites. Guess what...I didn't eat it!!!! I saw how many calories are in one and decided I didn't want to have to go another 2 miles on the treadmill to work it off! I had allowed myself 2 Dove dark chocolate squares already and it was enough...until I went to take a bath. I thought one more would be good. I could suck on it while soaking and reading. So I put the chocolate and my book on the tub edge. While I'm setting out my towel and stuff, the dog comes in the bathroom and steals my chocolate. I decided it was divine intervention and did NOT go get another one. Small victories!:smug:

Victories, indeed, Moondance. That's wonderful; sounds like you are in the groove.

Work is slow today so I can catch up some & eat lunch at a decent time. I'm kind of liking it.

Barb - Hi, hope you week is starting off good.

Kittehmamma - I start to freeze at 70 degrees, this beach bum can't handle the cold, so bring on the heat!

Ange - I am so sorry, I would be devastated if something happened to one of my furbabies.

Caroline - I hope you date goes well.

Newleaf - Yes it is water skiing, I have been on skis since I was 4 years old, I love it. Funny though it seems hard at 45 then it did when I was 30 and younger. :D

Heidi - I love spinning. Alaska trip sound fun.

Moondance - YAY for small victories.

Hope everyone is having a good day.

Not much time for a big post right now.

My back yard is a swamp!!! I probably got between 8-10 inches of rain in about 18 hours. My rain gage overflowed after 5 inches the first time. Second rain was 1.5 inches.

Ange-I did want to express my sorrow on hearing about your dog. Sounds like he had an awesome life with you. Hugs.


Here is a pic of my new haircut. Do ya'll think I should change my avatar?

Old
http://i73.photobucket.com/albums/i2...ncert011-1.jpg

New
http://i73.photobucket.com/albums/i2...61410003-1.jpg

AnnieDrews great cut and look how much slimmer your face is!! Yes, change your avatar!!

I vote for the new one too!

I agree use the new picture.

Dee :running:

Thanks again everyone for being so nice about poor Nugget. Hopefully that is the last of the bad things. I feel like a real sympathy sponge from you all, and i've only been on this forum a few weeks - it's certainly stretching the friendship a bit! Hopefully things will get better from here... in the last couple of months 1) i've broken my foot, 2) husband hospitalised with pneumonia 3) dog passed away. Not good.

At the moment i'm working 2000km from home in Perth, so the full impact of a doggy-free home hasn't really kicked in yet.

Anyway, have to dash just now so no time for personals. Good to read how you're all going. Especially the dating stuff........

Ange: so sorry about your dog : ) you've had your 3 bad things, so it should only get better!

Annie: love the new look!

Heidi: great job on the spinning : )

Will try to catch up on more later, I want to try and get in some swimming before it gets too hot and the pool get crowded. I have a midweek day off for a change!

Thanks all for the input on the new pic. Now I'm trying to decide if I should put it as my pic on my Facebook page. When I opened my account there, I put an old pic up from about 2001 or 2002. LOL, it will really look like I aged alot if I change it now.

So frustrated lately with how long this process is taking. One moment I feel wonderful and feel like I look awesome and the next I feel ugly and fat. I'm honestly not a vain person. My body just seems to be so damaged from the abuse I've given it over the years. The weight gain/loss/gain and not being active has wreaked havoc. Flab and loose skin that will never go away, no matter how much weight I lose. Plastic surgery will never be in my budget, so I am just going to have to live with it.

I went to Wal Mart and did a little shopping last night. I tried on several bathing suits, and still had to get a Plus Size top and bottoms, due to my large bust and the fatty loose skin around that area. All the regular sizes have such small cups and bottoms that really don't cover as much as I want them to. JC Penneys has better things, but I bought a regular size suit there last week and, though it fit, it just didn't look right.

I also tried on a pair of shorts and a top. They both fit. The shorts were size 14 and I was thrilled! Here's my issue: For so long, I have worn plus-size, stretchy, elastic waist clothing and when I try on something with an actual waistband and no stretch to the fabric, I feel uncomfortable. Isn't that weird? I still may go back and get the shorts, they were really cute. A nice madras-type plaid. The top was one of those VERY THIN knits that are poplular right now. Even though it fit, it clung to every bit of extra skin around my midsection and I could see the outline of my bra, etc. Even if I was thin, I don't like that look on anyone. So I may go back and try to find a more reasonable top and get the shorts, too. I know I would look better in more fitted clothing, but it is hard getting out of the habit of wearing the stretch knits. So weird. But wearing the stretchy type clothing can be a danger, as weight can creep up without me noticing a tightening of the waistband, etc.

I'm sorry for rambling. I am just frustrated. I know I am becoming healthier and doing this the right way. I'm just impatient and want it all gone NOW!! I don't think my midsection will ever shrink. It is the biggest thing on me right now.....that and my bust.

I do appreciate you all sharing this journey with me. It is so inspiring to read of your daily victories and challenges as we go along. And so helpful to me to be able to b*tch and moan here. Thanks for putting up with me.

Love to all!

AnnieDrews - I for one appreciate the venting. This is a long process and I had no idea how much constant vigilance it requires to stay on plan. I have noticed that my body has shrunk, but the proportions are exactly the same. Yes, you can stop wearing the stretch fabrics and buy those madras shorts. Go for it! And the only downside is that they may be too loose by the end of the summer.

As for my date, it went much better than expected. He was friendly, interesting, easygoing and reasonably attractive. For some reason, I'm not into him. I have no idea why. I don't have, as they say in Sex and the City, zsa zsa zu. But I am going to schedule another date with him to see if I become more interested. No use throwing back a perfectly good fish.

I have another date with someone else tomorrow. But then, that's the end of the line for now. I am not seeing people on the dating site that I'm interested in.

On a related topic, I need to get new photos of myself. I don't have any photos of me at my new weight. I'd really like to post some nice shots of myself on Facebook or on the dating site. Like AnnieDrews has.

Caroine-Glad the dating is going well. Good thing you are giving the first guy one more date. But I do know what you mean about not feeling a spark. That is important, so see how it goes.

Maybe you could find a friend to take a few photos? Have them take a bunch and then choose the nicest ones. It will make you feel better to see your new shape.

I'll probably go back and get the shorts. :D

Kathi - I wish I was off today I would be making good use of the pool. Hope you enjoy your swim.

Annie - I feel your frustration, somedays I can go shopping & find things that fit, look great & I am happy with, somedays I can go & absolutely nothing makes me happy, nothing fits right or if it does I hate it. I need more shorts but I have many pairs that fit great if I get the weight back off, but I hate shopping for shorts especially ones appropriate for work so I am ignoring the fact that I only have 3 pairs that fit. They get washed alot because I wear shorts everyday to work.

Caroline - Glad you enjoyed your date.

Been kind of frustrated the last two days, I know I can't drop weight every single day but going on day 9 with no changes & it is driving me nuts. Have not gone over on my calories at all, I exercise all the time, I drink alot of water, haven't caved in or given up because I really just can't. I lowered my calories some today, going to try a few days at 1200 calories & see if I can't get something to change. My body is very toned, and no one including my doctor can believe I weigh as much as I do, she weighed me 3 times & had the scale checked, things like that make me feel good, but I feel the extra weight. I really want the weight gone right now, but I would be very happy just to lose 1 or 2 pounds a week. :mad:

Okay I am done whining now.

Dee :running:

;)Ange--things come in three's so you should be good for awhile now. At least thats what my mom always told me! :hug:

Kathi--Hope you got your swim in. Sounds divine right about now! :swim:

Annie--I agree with the clingy top thing...TMI! But go for the shorts! the non-elastic waistband will give you a more tailored and thin look. :D Oh, and do all the moaning and b*tching you want...what goes around comes around. I'm happy to listen! :listen:

Caroline--I'm glad you're giving the guy a second look. While first impressions are important, theres a lot that lies deeper than whats on the surface. Hope you enjoy yourself! ;)

Dee--Try not to get too frustrated. You didn't put the weight on in a linear fashion and it won't come off in a linear fashion. Think of it as a test your body is putting you through. "Sure, I'll let go of 10 pounds...wait...you want to let go of more? Well...just how badly?" Be patient, be vigilant, be strong. YOU CAN DO IT! :cheer: (and a little whining is ok too!)

Me--I'm doing ok. Truckin' along. I need to get better about measuring my food. I know I ate too much pasta last night. Couldn't help myself...it was late and we were all starving. Ate too fast, ate too much.

I did get some awesome news yesterday...I get to go to Italy for a few days for business in July. I'm totally psyched!!!!! :woohoo:

Well, I didn't buy the shorts at Wal Mart, but I did go to Academy and buy another pair that fit better.....SIZE 14-NOT PLUS SIZE!!!!!:D:D:D I'll see if I can get a photo. This is a biggie for me ladies!! Still had to buy a top in an XL because of my bosoms, but it was regular ladies....not plus size.

I also bought a pair of bike shorts (size L, not plus size) for exercising.

I feel better!

Morning girls!

Annie - yes find us a pic of the new shorts and well done for fitting into those little sizes and being pleased with your find! And i like the new avatar. I reckon you should change your facebook pic too, you're looking great.

Think i'll stick with my mouse pic though for mo. I don't have a recent one. The most recent one i have is from the New Year (which is on my personal profile) when i was at 132lb, so guess it is time to get another really. I'm booked in for foils and haircut next wed, so maybe after that, LOL.

Caroline - good work on date and definitely worth another go. I agree you need the 'spark' but also think that that can evolve with knowing someone better (especially for girls!)

Dee - as moondance says, hang in there. I'm recently finding that there seems to be about a 2 week gap between my diet/exercise and what shows up on the scale.... (having said that, don't take any advice from me as overall i've gone absolutely nowhere for 6 weeks now, which i believe i've already bored people with ad nauseum, regarding the unexciting fluctuations and non-progress of that one)

Moondance - great news on Italy!!! How exciting. Where are you going exactly and what work do you do?

I'm still working away from home at the moment but looking forward to getting back there on Friday night. We've got friends staying over for the weekend too so that will be good fun. I've been going for an early morning run whilst i'm away but have been a bit slack on an evening (exercise-wise, i've been ok with the eating). It's always tough to be as disciplined when i'm away as when i'm at home.

Good evening. (I always think of Alfred Hitchcock when I write that.)

I've been good with my eating the past couple days. No exercise yesterday--very hectic day--but got in a morning and evening session at home today. No additional loss to report, but the week isn't over yet.

Ange--I am so sorry about your dog.

Chickie--funny how our minds justify the things we do. I hope you figure out how to get the binging under control.

Newleaf--3X per week of spinning--wow! You must be in great shape.

Moondance--way to go on the restraint. Chocolate is my downfall.

Annie--being able to vent is one of the benefits of this forum. Vent away.

Dee--It's hard to be patient, but stick with it and the loss will happen.

That's it for today. Here's hoping the scale has a nice surprise for me in the morning.

Good day everyone! The scale was kind and stayed at a solid 162 this morning. I was a bit worried, I have been allowing myself way too many "treats" and off-plan items. I'm really psyched to get into the 150's.


Anyone talked to Petra? I think she is off on vacation. Hope she is enjoying a well-deserved break.

I'm On A Boat-Just hang in there, I'm sure the weight will start coming off again real soon.

Moondance-I hear you on measuring the food. When I started changing my eating habits, I measured everything and now I know loosely how much of each thing I need. Some things I still measure. In fact my son noticed me measuring a cup of milk into my cereal the other night and mentioned it. How exciting that you are able to go overseas for your job! Sounds like alot of fun!! Beware the pasta!!;)

Ange-You are doing great keeping up with running, etc. while working away from home. Enjoy your weekend with your friends.

Kitteh-I hope your scale was kind to you today!!


I have noticed several of you exercise twice daily sometimes. I wonder how you do it!! I am lucky to get in my morning workout every day. Great job everyone!!

Thanks for the encouragement for the whining :D

I don't normally weigh everyday, usually a couple of times a week, but have been the last few days just to see if there is a change, still no change, but my mood is a little better today.

Moondance - sounds like a great trip, hope you enjoy it!

Annie - glad you feel better, new smaller clothes has to be great.

Ange - hope you have a great time with your friends this weekend.

KittehMomma - hoping you do get a nice surprise on the scales.

Annie - really hope you get to see the 150's real soon.

Annie - Yay, for the upcoming 50's.

Ange - I'm so impressed with your ability to travel and not let it destroy your plan.

Dee - Glad you are feeling better. Sometimes progress isn't detected on the scale right away.

Moondance - A job that sends you to Italy. Wow.


Last night I skipped my class and binged instead. I woke up today feeling depressed and sick, just like I used to in the old days. I feel hopeful today, though. I don't feel trapped in an eating disorder. I know exactly what I need to do today & I am certain I'm going to do it. And by telling you all, I will be held accountable.

I have a coffee date with someone new tonight. I'm excited for this one. I hope we click. He's a neuroscience professor studying the songs of birds. But he's not at all stuffy, very youthful, athletic, and with it.

Speaking of shorts, it's time for me to buy a new pair. For years, I had shorts stashed away in my skinny clothes. Now, they are too baggy. I never thought I'd live to see the day that my shorts would be too loose.

Caroline-Big hugs to you as you deal with your bingeing, etc. I honestly don't know the entire situation, but I do know that it's great you are admitting it here and are being accountable. I know you can conquer this daily!!:hug:

Interesting sounding date tonight! Have a great time!

Hi everyone. Totally swamped today so I'm very sorry I can't respond to each of you.

I just wanted to wish you all a day of good choices and a positive attitude!!

Hi to everyone!

Thanks for your wishes of a day of good choices, Moondance. I certainly need to do that today.
Went out for a meal last night with a few people, and ate heaps (curries, breads, rice) and drunk at least a bottle of wine, so i've woken up feeling a bit seedy and a bit guilty and ready to do better today. So that would be my 3rd lapse this month. I allowed myself 4 which means the second half of the month has to be more disciplined than the first.

Caroline - sounds like you're having a positive attitude after your binge, which is the most important thing. Good luck with the coffee date!

Hi everyone!

Moondance-Hope today is less hectic for you.

Ange-Sorry you had a rough night! :hug: It is probably very difficult to stay "on plan" when you are away from home. I don't know if I will get an official vacation this summer, but I've been thinking about how to stay "on plan" if I do.


Well, although Thursday is my "official" weigh-in day, I stepped on the scale this morning and saw a one pound loss. Since it officially brings me to 30 pounds lost, I decided to change my ticker. It gives me a thrill to see it there. Hope I can hang onto it.:carrot:

This weekend my sons are supposed to be with me but since it is Father's Day here in the U.S., they will be spending it with their Dad. :( Then back to their normal scheduled weekend with him next week, so it will have been three weekends total w/o my boys! :(:( I really need to get some things done around my house though, so I plan to do that. I told fiance if he needs me to come out and do anything there that I will be "on call" for that. His sick neighbor is still in a hospital bed most of the time and has family coming to visit, so if I need to go out and cook or do anything else, I will. If not, I hope to get lots done around my house. It will be nice to have a weekend to myself, even though I will be alone.

I hope you all have a wonderful day/evening/weekend!

Annie - Congratulations on reaching 30. Those decade milestones feel good.

Ange - I like that you allow yourself an alloted number of cheats a month. I don't strive for perfection either.

I'll try to keep my update brief, but I had an eventful night. I was biking to meet my date & a car was pulled over. A woman was screaming aside the car, "He's dead." I stopped to assist, which was good. I talked to 911 while the woman was frantically trying to revive her cousin who was passed out in the car. I went to nursing school briefly, so I knew what to do, but I hadn't had CPR training in over 5 years (must recertify asap). Thankfully, he wasn't dead. He had a good pulse & was breathing (not well, it was apneic). I was calm, but felt helpless. We couldn't do anything, but wait for the paramedics. I don't know what his health issue was, but based on the way the medics reacted, he wasn't in danger of immediately dying.

I was late for my date, but I had a really good excuse. The date went well, I think. He told me I was pretty and we talked a lot. We'll see if there is a second date.

As for food, I was on plan all day, but picked up a bag of pretzels and nibbled on them in bed. It wasn't a binge, but not on plan behavior. It was emotional eating. I think I did that to calm myself from my night. The scale was down this morning, which I expected because binge weight is mostly water weight. I hope to be back down to 128 by Monday, which is change my ticker day. I don't like the idea of moving my ticker up.

Hi everyone,

Moondance - hope you have a calm day today.

Ange - sorry about the rough night, hope your day is good today.

Annie - Good for you on the 30 lbs!!!!!

Caroline - glad your date went well, I am sure that was a freaky feeling hearing the woman screaming he's dead. Oh what a start to the evening.

The scale finally moved! One pound, but hey it moved! Have a good day everyone.

Chickie-How scary to deal with the ill gentleman! I always wonder if I could remember my CPR if needed. I suppose if you are going to emotionally overeat, pretzels aren't a bad choice!!

I'mOnABoat-One pound is good enough to celebrate for me!!:carrot:


Well, I made a reservation for a little cabin in the woods for a short trip with my boys at the end of July. I am so excited that my stomach is upset! It is at a state park in far SE Oklahoma and will be our official vacation this summer. I had hoped to be able to do more, but this will be a nice time with my boys. Can't wait!!

Good evening. The weekend is finally here. It's been a long week, but I stayed close to plan on the eating. Could have done better on the exercise, but I did well enough.

That darned scale refuses to hit the 130's. Just one more half pound to get there. Probably not for tomorrow morning's weighing--I ate my treat for the week tonight, and I didn't exercise today. I will exercise tomorrow, maybe even twice. Maybe by Monday I will see that half pound gone.

I hope you all have a good weekend, if not a great one.

Go Kitteh!!! I'll bet you'll see the 130's before the weekend is out!!

In other news....I know this is getting tiring, but I honestly don't have anyone else to tell these things to. :o I went and bought two more shorts outfits tonight at Penney's (they are having a great sale BTW). I bought size 14 shorts (not stretch....REAL waistbands). I actually tried on a 12 for fun and I was able to wear them, not comfortably, but I got them on and zipped!! I did have to buy XL tops (not plus size), but I guess my top is always going to be bigger than my bottom with these boobs of mine.:mad: I bought two new bras (still bullet proof vests, I'll never be able to wear cutsie, sexy bras) and I still had to buy 40D, but they are so much more supportive than my old worn out ones. I really didn't need to spend the money, but I think I deserved it so I went ahead and splurged on myself. It was hard to stop at two outfits. I bought 5 new pairs of panties and tried them on (over existing underwear) and was able to buy a size 7!!! I can't remember when I wore a size 7 panty....maybe in my twenties?? I need to throw out my old size 10's and 9's. I'll keep the 8's, they don't look too jakey....yet.:dizzy:

Thanks for listening.:)

woo hoo Annie. New bras are a good purchase. Of course you'll definitely be able to buy cutsie sexy ones. Make it a promise to yourself when you lose another 5lb....