Hi Chubster, and welcome - what part of NJ are you in? I'm over in Hunterdon! (waving)
CAT - so glad you checked in

The holidays are crazy, busy for so many people...just relax, enjoy yourself and we'll see you on your return!
Petra- stay strong! You can do this...!!! I allowed myself 1/2 piece of cheesecake, then I was done. I'm saving the browie for New Year's instead...enjoy your time with your family
WLW - glad work wasn't too bad, and good for you - for keeping a positive attitude
Marie- glad you got to ski, but put that helmet on! Glad you had fun with your family
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Yesterday I found myself struggling with thoughts of wanting to binge...it's the first time i've had feelings like that in awhile...it came from the quiet of the house, and well...not really sure. Anyway, the feeling passed when my DH got home (he was at his brother's house very early until about 4pm) - I had DS here with me, but he was absorbed in video games and what not all day...our big celebration is on CHristmas Eve - so that was lovely...
I have to figure out if the binge was from having 1/2 piece of cheesecake the night before and sugar triggered it...or was it loneliness - and emotion - which i think it was, because when DH got home - it was easier. Hoping it wasn't the sugar, but i'll see after i have my brownie on New Year's...and if it triggers it again the next day - i know to stay away from dessert. Like Petra, I have food issues, sugar, etc, and have been obsessive with food over the years - though half is emotion, half is physical body reaction.