Finally...I stopped feeling sorry for myself and decided that it is up to me to make this work.
I feel stronger today, make it through yesterday OP and am spending today making food, cutting veggies, etc. and even homemade lemonade to get through the weekend.
What I truly need is a buddy to help me through the night; it is in the late evening that I find I have so much struggle. I save my restricted foods for then, and sometimes have an extra packet of something I really like. Would love someone who also has a struggle here or wants to be helpful be a bdy for me; anyone?
Maybe like someone else said we are all buddies for each other. I am gratefu for this site, and for everyone out there who is working towards a healthier life.
Have a great weekend