Hi Everyone,
Sorry I've been working a lot and busy with other things so not much time to post but I have been reading up on everyone's news
Kenya
sorry you're down about hubby being gone. I know all about that, my hubby is in the military and just got back from a 7 week trip away. I find that the first 2 weeks are hard, then you will find that you will adjust after that. You will go through some up and down days, that is very normal. Try hard to focus on your diet and exercise and how much improvement you can make while he is gone. At least that worked for me a bit to help pass the time. I tried not to sit around too much and think about it, and when I did find myself doing it, I'd turn on the tv so it would distract my mind. It helps a little. I HATE my hubby being gone but I accept he has no choice. You and your kids maybe could start a little project of making him a welcome home poster to put in the window when he comes back? They do that a lot here for the military dads, and it gives the kids something to look forward to for when their dad arrives back home.
Melissa
good job on trying the tae bo! I don't have that one but I have a couple of others, and I find them a challenge. I have the crunch cardio dance party which is a mixture of different styles of dancing (no not bouncing around types). I think you'd like that one. Also I have the turbo jam (nightkatt just got this one too, and said she loves it). That one is better but also challenging, and not boring. I am awaiting my "just my size yoga" to arrive in the mail from zip.ca (like netflix). they have TONS of exercise DVD's on there, check it out - they deliver out of Vancouver.
Ugh, I'm having a blah week. NO weight loss this week so far, and as a matter of fact, my scale is doing the yo-yo again. I need to focus more I think. I also notice that since my hubby has come home I feel a little less secure about my eating and feel more cravings than I did. I don't know why, he is very supportive. I have always had a tendency to gain weight when I've been "attached" and can lose weight and able to diet fiercely when I was single. I'm married now so I need to learn to figure out why I feel so weak when I am not single. I feel more emotional and less independent. Even though I don't feel consciously dependent on my husband (we both have jobs and I don't have children). Anyone else experience this? I think it's an emotional issue of mine rather than a case of "comfortably married" syndrome. I felt anxiety before hubby came home, because I knew it would be a challenge.
Yesterday we were invited out to some co-workers of my hubby for dinner at their house. They had 'serve yourself' but it was Filipino food (the wife of the home is Filipino). There were some noodle/veg things there so I had mostly that, and a couple of other things, none of which ended up making me satisified because I had so little of it. I was too afraid to eat too much of it. I had a small square of ice cream cake at the end, I was weakened by that, but overall I was pleased at how I dealt with it. And I had NO snackie stuff that was there. So, I give myself a pat on the back for that one. These things are tough, especially when you are meeting new people!

Luckily I am not exposed to these situations very often. They kept trying to offer me food but I told them "I'm on a diet, thanks though", and they accepted that.
Hubby is back to work tomorrow after having 2 weeks off so THANK YOU I can get back into a regular pattern and put the hammer down!
Hope everyone is having a good weekend!
~ Angie