Hello Ladies. I've been on 3 fat chicks for over a year but never really stuck around long enough. I had a terrible time over the past two years coming the realization that I have an emotional eating problem, food addiction, and so forth. Lots of emotional ups and downs over the past two years. After I had my DD, I was able to get from 275 to around 245lbs at my lowest and in the past year I went from 260 to 300lbs. 40LBS in one year. Then I continued to live in denial that I wasn't really this big and No, I wasn't that bad looking and No no no...other people are morbidly obese not me!
Anyway, I want to start back to exercise, eating right and losing the weight. I've been working on the emotional issues through self-help books, journaling, and getting to the root issues I have. I know what they are it's just a matter of dealing with them.
I'm scared I might just gain all the weight back again too.
You ladies really do inspire me...