F#@* the freshman 15, I wish I had known about the Bossbabe 40...
So my story is a bit long [I guess as most of ours are] but I promise to spare you the whining and bullsh*t excuses...I will stick the facts.
I used to hang heavy in these 3FC streets when I began my race to 50lbs oh so long ago...2009 was the year I actually accomplished it. It was 3FC, WW, and whole lot of running that get me into shape.
I have kept it all off until roughly 1-1/2years ago. I never in a million f*cking years would have thought I'd be back at the HEAVIEST weight PLUS 15 I have ever been in my life...but eh it happens to the best of us.
The debauchery all started back when being extremely fit and the arms of a goddess wasn't enough and only a fresh pair of perky BOOBS and a slight skin excision would finally bring me happiness <insert sarcasm>...and that is when everything went all the way left.
Of course it wasn't until I realized the majority of my fitness went down the same tube that the hazard waste from my pectoral muscle incisions and the tiny bit of fat from my "muffin top" went.
I never really came back from the surgery...I made it back about 70% before I started my business and my entire mission was to MAKE MY ONLINE BIZ WORK. I literally gave zero f*cks about any thing other than figuring out the online thing and learning every aspect of the business and marketing world so that I could quit my soul sucking job.
WELL IT WORKED...I QUIT but looking back I see the 492 things I could have done differently for my health and overall wellbeing. And I must admit its harder this time, knowing that I just squandered away what was already sooooo amazing.
That led to depression. Didn't even notice I was depressed until realized I was avoiding hanging out, never wearing jeans [don't need to when you work from home I told myself], and my binge eating was out of control [not that it ever can be in control LOL]. I legit could NOT stop eating.
Still having a hard time with that...but here I am...doing this thing again...hopefully with y'alls support.
Okay so that was mad long but I hope I at least entertained you.
Hopefully there are other peeps who work from home who can relate to the yoga pants struggle and chime in.
Okay thanks for reading...talk soon. xoxo
Working off the Bossbabe 40...
