I find no peace, and all my war is done;
I fear and hope, I burn and freeze likewise;
I fly above the wind, yet cannot rise;
And nought I have, yet all the world I seize on;
That looseth, nor locketh, holdeth me in prison,
And holds me not, yet can I 'scape no wise;
Nor lets me live, nor die, at my devise,
And yet of death it giveth none occasion.
Without eyes I see, and without tongue I plain;
I wish to perish, yet I ask for health;
I love another, and yet I hate myself;
I feed in sorrow, and laugh in all my pain;
Lo, thus displeaseth me both death and life,
And my delight is causer of my grief.
Oh dear... I wish I had some magical words of inspiration and clarity for you. I know how hard these things are... All I can say is TAKE CARE OF YOURSELF! I hope you got to enjoy some of your birthday!
I agree with Amanda, take care of yourself! Guys will come and go, that's just how life is, you WILL find the perfect guy for you, it may not happen as quickly as you like, though. Focus on yourself and forget about him, the world is not over and you will not be alone forever, this stuff happens, don't get yourself too worried about it. You're a beautiful woman and there are tons of guys who I'm sure would love to be with you, just wait till one comes around!
He's not worth the tears girly. You did fine without him before and you'll do fine now. You have a sweet little boy that loves you very much and will be there for you The right man will come along one day. For now, just concentrate on yourself.
Perhaps it's still too soon for jokes, but my first thought of condolence was this: "He's too young anyway."
Seriously, though...don't worry too much, the right one really will come along.
And as far as the birthday thing goes, that really sucks. Sounds like he's got no class. I've got one of those stories too: my dad told my mom he wanted a divorce (after 15+ years of marriage no less) on Valentine's Day. It took me a long time to forgive him for that.
some of you may remember i was hear for a bit then reclused back to the 100lb club and then well reclused to my college bar and drank the semester away. i started seeing rachael a while back can't exactly remember when all a drunken haze but she truned 19 on november 7th and i turned 24 sunday just gone. the only major difference between us is the 11" in height and ofcourse her being a size 10/12 (uk) and me being about 280
Hey all...I'm back! Semester's over...finally. Okay, so my weight has plateued at 154, but I honestly could care less. I just need to start weight training at this point because I am now a flabby flab queen. Okay, so I'm going to attempt to upload some new photos into this thread. Photo's of me...alone (yep, doomed to be it seems). *hugs*
small_sad.jpg Taken December 10th...after I had been up crying/not eating for 2 days.
The right man will come along one day. For now, just concentrate on yourself.
