If it is any consolation at all, it can get a lot better. I was bulimic for 25 years. Til it stopped (significant hiatal hernia - described above). Stopped completely, no exceptions. (If you read about burst hernias and fundoplication repair surgeries and complications it will make you sick). That was 8 years ago.
It got me on the path to real wellness.
Yes, I gained weight for the next 5 years. Heck, I had to learn to eat properly and re-wire my brain on how to learn to be full. Then, I started getting an 'APPLE' shape as perimenopause kicked in. Started gaining some metabolic x syndromes (rising triglycerides, fatty liver, etc)
But, with that second scare with the liver, the weight started coming off. Maybe being in true menopause made it easier?? Cutting out sugar didn't seem so hard. The weight slowly dropped. I added a lot of exercise, and my skin (formerly oily and pimply) started to simply glow. I could now model skin care products --- something I never could have EVER BELIEVED!
It can get better. Really. Even your internal organs can heal. My liver problems are reversed. My hernia/GERD is under control through diet alone. Strength training over 10 years actually reversed bone density loss. Acne is gone. Skin is beautiful. Knee pain is greatly reduced.
There is HOPE.
Last edited by delmarva; 11-29-2013 at 10:25 AM.
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