Thanks
I am feeling a little better today. I talked with my husband, it made me feel a little better. My big issue, I had a ectopic pregnancy.. everything turned out okay, well okay meaning I didn't need surgery or anything.. but we lost the baby. It was a very hard thing for me to go threw and I still struggle with my choices that I made. Every so often, when I ovulate I feel a lot of pain on that side. I am guessing it is scare tissue.. My doctor told me that I was more "sensitive" so that is why it hurt. I really feel like other than some meds that I do not want to be on, there isn't any way to fix it. Sadly, I do not ovulate on opposite sides every month so it is a surprise when it happens. Really sucks. It bothers me so bad..
I have also thought about thyroid issues. My entire family has issues.. my mom, dad, and little brother all do. I need to go see the family doctor and ask about it. Oddly enough, I am eating more calories than normal. But, I thought that would help. My usual breakfast and lunch consists of nothing but fruit. Lately, I eat cereal and a sandwich. I do need more water though!! I haven't thought about that.. I usually fill my water bottle up twice and lately I have just been getting something when I was thirsty. I will try that.
I have thought about a seeing someone and I will if it gets bad enough. I have struggled with the whole ectopic thing for years now.. so it isn't anything I do not usually overcome.
Thanks for the replies! It helps. I do not really have anyone other than my husband to talk to.. I have two friends, but one doesn't get it and the other one is pregnant, has a toddler and works full time.. so I do not want to bother her with my issues.