Boy rant!
Ok... so I'm 20 years old and am in my junior year of college. After the recent end of my 2 year relationship with my ex, I started really falling for this absolutely adorable guy I met by the bus stop on campus. I don't know if any of you build a mental picture of what you want your guy (or girl) to look like and be like personality-wise, but this guy fit my description to a tee! He's tall, slim, has lovely curly hair, an adorable face, is poetic, introspective, fun, yet responsible. I hung out with him on one night and really fell in love (ok, maybe not in love... but very strongly in like!).... I liked him so much that I got around to telling him so. Unfortunately, he has said that he doesn't see us in a relationship ... because he doesn't think he's "good" for me (whatever the heck that means)! Who knows why that is.... Perhaps it's because I'm not quite thin or pretty enough (I'm not overweight at all but I could stand to lose 10-15 pounds), or maybe it's because I don't speak Spanish (his family is from Colombia). I swear though, I'm thinking of learning Spanish now, LOL!
Anyway, the most annoying thing of all is that all the guys I don't want are apparently interested in me. One of them made this extremely obvious by trying to put his arm around me, later apologizing for "hitting on me so soon" and then sending me texts about how he "cant wait to see me again." Then there's another guy who mysteriously only talks to me at around 1am and constantly asks if I'll hang out with him. Finally, another new one I met has started sending me random texts, the latest which says "Your hair looks quite radiant up by the way". I just met this guy so that one was pretty weird.... But anyway, even if some of those guys don't want me, they're certainly willing to give me attention.
Why is it that the guys I like won't give me the time of day, but the ones I don't will? GRRRR.... I'm stubborn too. I'll probably keep liking this one guy until he has to tell me to my face, "Girl, it's never gonna happen." Lol
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Last edited by Kimmie1989; 10-05-2009 at 09:33 PM.
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