I don't know what's going on with me. It's like I care on the inside, but I can't get my actions to line up with my plan and then everything just... crumbles. I haven't been to the gym since last Tuesday (like almost 2 weeks), granted I was out of town for a couple of days but still. I've been drunk, like absolutely drunk, almost every day since then. And of course, the eating has been completely off plan. And it depresses me, but not enough to change. Like right now - I'm waiting for my roommate to get out of bed so we can go out to breakfast when I can have a nice bowl of oatmeal here. Why? Argh. I don't know. I need a good kick in the pants to get up and running again.
It's like I lost one pants size, people started telling me I looked good, and that was enough for me. it's NOT enough for me. I know that.
how is everyone else doing? It kind of seems like some others are losing steam? or at least not posting as much...