Phew, I was hoping someone would come up with something to keep us in check until the next challenge starts... I kind of feel lost without the challenge... Thank you PrettyPaula for starting this up!

So I had my WW weigh in tonight, and unfortunately gained 1.8 lbs. Is it weird that I am not upset about it? I survived 3 bday (mine) parties, 5 cakes, and 2 Christmas parties... and only gained 1.8 lbs. I was able to restrain myself so much more then I ever could have last year.

I'm still sick. We're trying our last round of antibiotics before the tests begin. I've had a fever, fluid in my left lung, and exhaustion for four weeks now. I put my foot down today and insisted on seeing the DR. again who agreed that this is beginning to be a bit unusual... I'm a little worried, but also hoping that these antibiotics will work and I have nothing to worry about... Speaking of which, time to go home and go to bed...

Huh...I'm in a sort of self-conflict. I stumbled across a challenge in a different forum by accident. This challenge is BL also, but not just for 20-something's. It is very well put together! They have great challenges and accountability. The part of me that is always aiming to please others doesn't want to leave this challenge for the other. I don't want to make anyone feel like this challenge or the people that are part of it, especially the head of it, are not good enough for me or whatever they would think. The other part of me, the part that is starting to emerge a little each year, wants to go to the other challenge because I believe it may benefit my weight loss journey a bit more than this challenge. That challenge may push me harder to get to my goal weight.
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Okay, I decided to go with the other challenge. Hopefully you all understand, I have to do it for me...not for anybody else. I can't go on trying to please everyone while ending up hurting me and my goals. I really hope that all of you do well with the 20 something's BLC. I want you all to win!! ¡Buena suerte!;)