AH! This thread is the story of my life!!
I just spend some time reading through everyone's posts and I just have to stay thank you!!

Thanks for everyone's willingness to share. Though I can't change my backslide, it is so comforting to know that others go through this same thing!
I was down to 206 last July, and in the blink of an eye an entire year went by and I am now at 231. Good news is it's not my high. Bad news is I'm not WAY into the ones like I should be by now.
I have yet again reached my breaking point of self-disgust, which is a positive thing actually because it means I am ready to once again take control.
And just need to hang on for dear life this time and make it permanent once and for all!
Look forward to chatting with and supporting everyone! 25 pounds to get back where I was . . . and then onward from there to finish what I started last year!!