hi everyone haven't been on boad don't feel well, been having the shakes maybe since i'm going cold turking with the diet coke i was drinking two two litter bottle a day know nothing or the new meds, been doing alot around the house i'm very sore my right arm and shoulder

can't harley lift up my arm my kids don't help any the 14 yrs fight so much with the 3 yrs. and today work up crying was dreaming about my common law husband that he didn't call and that i was mad at him when i woke up i even cried more i miss him so much it's been19 months that he passed away and i still want him to come home, when will these feelings go away. thanks for being there for me. take care. hugs to all.