I know how you feel.....I gained about 60 pounds in the past year due to depression (see I wasn't always Miss Sunshine lol) and this is the first summer in a long time that we aren't going to to local fairs and amusement parks. I'm deathly afraid I'll be embarrassed when some little teenager comes up to me and tells me I'm to fat to ride.
Soooooo today is a new day and there is no telling how much weight you'll lose between now and December