Starting over
Hi y'all! I just wanted to say hi and it's good to be back and kind of re-introduce myself. I started posting here in early July, and from then to the first of October, I went from 304 to 283. I honestly don't know what I weigh today...I've been avoiding the scale. I am sure it's not 283 anymore, but I am very hopeful that it's not all the way back up to 304, either. I honestly don't have any real reason for falling off the wagon, so to speak. Yes, I got busier. I took on the job of the service unit manager for area Girl Scout troops. But, I was already doing treasurer, so it's not like I committed myself to any more time than I already was. I guess I just fell back into my old habits of eating badly and not exercising. There have been a few times when I've had that fleeting thought of "oh, I should do that again" but for whatever reason, I didn't. Yes, I'm annoyed with myself. I can sit here all day and be ticked at myself, and wonder how much I would weigh today had I stuck with it, but really, what good does that do me? So, I am trying to not dwell on my mistakes. But I need to learn from them and move forward. Onto bigger and better things. Or, actually, slimmer and better things.
I do know that a big, big factor in my falling off plan was the fact that I could no longer access this board from work. Even though I wouldn't play on the internet and only used it briefly when I was caught up, my boss put the brakes on internet use. And at home, I had dial up and it was just too painfully slow. But, we bought a laptop and have wi-fi access now at home, so I can access the board much faster now. Looking forward to updating my sig, posting in the One Reason and NSV threads were all things that helped motivate me, so I am happy to be back. I will bite the bullet and weigh in the morning to see where I will be starting again from this time. (Crossing fingers it's not too bad.) And I have a definate plan to exercise and start counting calories again. So, here I am....ready to go again. Looking forward to getting to know new people, and get re-aqqainted with people I visited with here before.
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