Whew— I’m coming off of my sugar high from my junk food binge the past few days. This morning I am sugar free and struggling. The sugar demons are really screaming to be fed this morning… screaming for the Dairy Queen right in front of my office (that I can see in front of my desk all day long with no shades to block it out).. and the bakery on the corner.. and the little restaurant a few doors down.
I was about to grab my keys, take a break, and grab some brownies. But I .. stopped. “You always have a choice”—I heard in my head. “You could go stuff yourself full of bakery goods / But you would be mad at yourself for doing it later.” It was almost like I was arguing with myself. “You just entered your meals into Fitday, do you really want to go back and add in brownies?? / Eh- I can always do a few more minutes of exercise later.” “You can go and get treats and binge into a catatonic state / But think of how good it will feel to be back under 200 lbs in a couple months.” …….You always have a choice.
---Yay! I talked myself out of it. I locked those little Sugar Demons back up and posted a large sign, “Don’t feed the animals!”