"Do Over", as my kids call it when things don't quite go your way and you want to start again.
So, tomorrow (tonight I promise I'm done eating), I'm getting back on track, the scales are going back into hiding because they are driving me crazy, and I'm going to continue to consciously exercise every day!!
I put the YMCA membership on hold for the summer because last summer I just couldn't drag the kids there when it was beautiful outside but that doesn't mean I can't still get my exercise!!
I'm going to make wise food choices, quite living in denial about the sweets I eat and really realize that I don't look good at 246 pounds!! It's like I know when I look in the mirror it's not good but then as my day goes on I forgot about it!! My god, I used to weigh 145 pounds -- what have I done to myself!!
I can come up with no good reason to continue like this but SO many reasons to get my butt in gear and drop the extra 100 pounds I'm toating around!!
See you all in the morning -- I'll be the one with the renewed initiative and drive to get this weight off my poor, straining body!!