Mirax- I know I have to get over those hang-ups and worrying what other people think because apparently when I let it hang me up, I freak out. This week I have been as low as 251 and as high as 258. That's nuts! I've definitely thought about blowing off my appointment tomorrow, but avoidance fuels my weight gain, so I'm just going to bite the bullet and go. She's a little overweight and dieting too, so I hope she won't be too judgmental.
Kay7jay- fast food is a huge weakness of mine. Eating out in general. It's like the idea that I can have anything I want just sends me over the moon, I get so greedy and it never gets old! But now I've realized I'm never going to get tired of binging, so I have to put a stop to it myself. also, I so want to eat completely organic. My boyfriend has worked at whole foods and earthfare, both all natural groceries. We're moving more towards it.
I had yummly tomato soup and half a pack of cheddar cheese crackers for lunch. I threw the other half of the pack away, which is wasteful, but it was the only way I could make sure I didn't eat them. Which is crazy because I don't even like crackers.
For dinner we're going to seafood and I'm either having grilled salmon or a dozen raw oysters
should be well under calorie goal for the day. At least eating out tonight will be healthy.