New here and in need of a buddy
Hi all-
My name is Kellianne and I am looking for a buddy. A little bit about me...
I am 25 (26 in about 3 weeks), I was always pudgy as a child and teen, then when I turned 17 I lost some weight and was a good size for my frame. Over the past 3 years I have gained weight and am now bigger then I ever was even as a teen. My current weight is 155 and I am 5'1", but I have a small build. I have tried so much and been unsuccesful but now that I have gained these last 5 pounds in the past month I cannot fit into any of my pants anymore and I need to get serious. I feel tired and out of shape. I joined a gym and plan to seriously start working out as well as eating better too.
My boyfriend is wonderful and tells me he loves me just the way I am, but unfortunately I don't!! Sometimes I almost wish he was a "bad" boyfriend and told me I was chubby then I might have some motivation. I guess the fact that I haven't even attempted to buy new clothes in so long because I can't bear the size they would be, and the fact that I usually wear scrubs to work and can only wear jogging pants otherwise is now my motivation: )
Currently I am 155 and I hope to get back down to at least 115. If anybody would like to be a buddy let me know : )
Thanks!
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