Ok, where to start? I recently turned 30 and it's time to get of my a**. English is not my first language so I'm apologizing for all future spelling/grammar mistakes.
I was never a fat child , I wasn't skinny either. Just normal , i guess. I was a happy kid , friends , no problems in school. It all changed in 8th grade , suddenly I was the classmate nobody liked. Maybe because I wasn't into boys or the right music . I still don't know
After therapy because of these issues at school (according to the principal I was exaggerating , nothing like that ever happened at his school ...
) I "broke off" with my best friend because I felt she was patronizing and so my days as TV junkie started . TV + sandwich = weight gain. I managed to lose all that weight but not in a healthy way . I simply stopped eating and lived a "1 granola bar a day" lifestyle . I would have lost all control over it if it hadn't been graduation time . I had no real plans for my future and so it was sandwich time again. and that's it . A few weeks ago I saw a picture of me at my graduation and even though, back than, I thought I was the fattest most ugliest girl in the world, I actually looked really good, I just couldn't see it.
So I'll start with 163 lbs at 5' 3'' and I want to get to 110 lbs ( graduation day picture)