Slight Rant
I hate when things trigger troubling memories/emotions from the past. I hate that we have to experience troubling times, but we are human and that is part of our journey. Tonight my sister boyfriend kept telling me that he knew something that my boyfriend did, and he wouldn't tell me, so I questioned my boyfriend and he as confused. turns out it was nothing, just my sisters boyfriend trying to work me up. But that brings up the past. My boyfriend has lied and hurt me before, and just that feeling that he did something. Makes me sick. I couldn't even finish my food, not even the bite in my mouth. Just thinking back to that feeling of knowing the truth, but being blatantly lied to. Terrible, and to this day he denies anything of the incident. These feelings I relate to binging. But i'm not going to, instead i'm just going to finish this rant with the fact that we need to invent a time machine, so we can erase those things that kill us inside.
Sorry for the long whiny post.
*~Love, Love, Love, and hopefully plenty of Light~*
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