Totally just stress ate
All day I've been actually hungry, but also SUPER constipated for some reason. (sorry, TMI, I just mention it to indicate that I don't really NEED to cram more food down my stomach right now.)
I'd been worried all day that I didn't see how I'd stay on plan because I've been hungry and then I found out something pretty major happened at work and my employees didn't tell me about it and it really pissed me off and I ended up having a protein bar that I didn't plan on. (and I wasn't really hungry for it at that point.)( Even when I went to the fridge to get it, I said, "I'm totally stress eating" and did it anyway. This is in addition to an extra 200 calories I had earlier. Right now my food diary is saying 1677, and I aim for 1600-1650/day, so at 4:00 I'm already over my limit.
I do know from my FitBit that I'm burning about 2200-2300 per day, so even if I have a 300 cal dinner and end up around 2000 I'll still be at least breaking even, basically.
Still. I'm pissed. It's not a binge in that I didn't shove a ton of crap in my face for hours and hours but it DID have that horrible emotional charge associated with a binge.
I know I'll get past it. I'm just mad at myself. What I need to NOT do is the classic, "well, I've already blown it for today...." Nothing good EVER comes from that.
Anyway, thank you for listening.
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