Hello all. First let me say how completely happy I am to have found such a supportive group. I've been reading threads and could not be happier about the mindset of all here.
My story is long, so I'll save the details of this rough year for later. What matters to me most right now is to stop ignoring what's happening to myself, both physically and psycholigically. I've reached my all time high weight of 290's (realized this Aug when had to ask for a seat belt extension on an airplane), and due to a depression caused by other factors I gave up and almost dared myself to hit 300 (who cares now I would think). I care now!
My husband and I are stationed in Germany with the military, but within the next 60-90 days will be restationed to the Seattle Area --- another plane ride. I will NOT need that extension, period! In May I rode without the need for one, so I'm guestimating 20 lbs would make that possible. I hope you do not mind me making myself accountable here, as just doing it in my mind has led to couch habitation for a month already