in the 140's!! I have this habit of checking my weight every other day but I decided to not check it for 2 weeks, I hadn't really been working out either so I was terrified thinking even if I do check it, it'll be a gain and I'll be like 157 or something since I haven't worked out...however, I checked it yesterday and it read 147.2 lbs
I just stood there thinking I was hallucinating.
I have never, EVER been in the 140's before. I've never been below the 150's and I just almost cried right there. I can't believe it, I'm so close to my goal (130) I can feel it! I've never been this close before. I've always stressed and then gained some back but this is it you guys, I feel like this is the year I'll finally reach my goal
I've been doing this since 2005! and I have always felt so pathetic, seeing other people drop 100 lbs in one year thinking I couldn't even lose my goal of 80 in 7 years
but now it's just like, I don't care how long it took or takes as long as I make it there. I just had to tell you guys. I'm still in a state of shock. The 140's!