I know that it's not possible, but I seriously want to withdraw from society the week before TOM (hey, this week!) I feel so bloated, irritated, sore, and not to mention, so completely *****y that I feel sorry for everyone around me. I can't help it. When I weighed in yesterday, I was only down a half a pound, and I should be excited because it's DOWN, but instead, mentally I'm treating it like a gain and all I want to do is cry about it. I hope that it's just the physical state my body is in, because I've been really good still and have been staying extremely disciplined. I'm just 4.5 pounds away from my next (huge) mini goal and I want it so bad..but when I see such a small loss, it makes me feel defeated in a way. UGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
that's my rant. I guess I should get back to work..but I'm having trouble concentrating.