Hey girls, I have been gone a long time it seems. Hopefully life will settle down soon there is so much going on I don't have time to do anything it would seem. Well I have a job interview on apr 5 so maybe I'll get out of here for good! Hope hope…. I would love a permanent job where I am not de-valued and I get paid sick and holiday time and health care as well….not so much to ask, is it??
And mom and dad go to court today. I have not lost a pound the past month, but I have maintained, and that is good considering I have not had any exercise and I eat over almost every day (though I am still conscious of what I am eating). I have decided not to take everyone else's problems to heart and focus on myself again. My family seems to eat all my time and energy (babysat overnight twice last week even!) And my money, mom seems to come to me with more and more money requests. Now its for propoerty tax. I don't even live there but I own 17% and now she wants to have me pay the property tax for my share. Proof that she can't afford to live there. SIGH. I love my mom but even living away from home I can't really live my own life. B/f said yesterday he wished my family didn't live here so I could do my own thing and not worry about being there for each one of them. Its true. Oh well.
Jess - be brave!! Go to WI. I do, and I am at stalemate right now….its not fun, but at least it keeps me honest, right?
Oh yeah, did I tell you guys about my dizzy spells? I had some bad ones, one time I fell over and smashed my face in the laundry room. Anyway, I have to go for a series of tests. Its either my ears (labrynthia?) or a brain tumor/mass on the brain. Oh great.
So as you can see I am less than thrilled.
To make it worse all my friends and acquaintances are getting married or having kids and people keep asking when I am getting engaged. It pisses me off b/c we are going at our own pace (and 1 year and 7 months without a ring isnt' that long!!) Another think to annoy me…..
Well, I better sign off and get some work done - don't have that new job yet!!
I hope you are all well…hello to Kim, Kier, Ali (are you coming to Calgary?), Lolly, Kirsty, Jen 1 and 2, Rina, and the gang. I miss you guys!!!
Love B